Settling down with Z (31)

Dec 18 Eve

Father, he didn't call back. I am surprised but I am not feeling the usual sad feeling. No dilemma. If he doesn't want to return call, that's him. He is afraid to go deeper with me. He realised he cannot afford me. He cannot keep up with us. That's why our meet up has reduced from fortnight to three weeks to once a month. Again, it is nothing to do with me.

Sadhguru
The mind is incapable of being aware. It is only because of the mind that u have become unaware. It is only the activity of the mind which has brought unawareness into u.
The moment ur experience of life is beyond the limitations of the mind is when u r really aware.

If u keep the mind aside, awareness will blossom in a huge way. It has already blossomed; the whole existence is just that, but now it will come into ur experience.

Soul
My insight; when the mind is quiet, suddenly I become aware of the aliveness of nature, of the joy in me.
If I really want to know Z, then I must detached from my mind for me to be aware of him.

Sadhguru
The most dominant emotion in most people is fear. Because of this, almost everything that they do in their lives is in search of security. Fear is always in the background; it is all the time there. It is sometimes above the surface, sometimes below the surface.

Because the mind is so unestablished, with a little bit of manipulation u can easily get them churning in whichever direction u want.