Nine of Spades

Feb 26 aft

North node in Taurus
Exposure
A negative emotion floats by and they grab it, hold on to it and try to hide it. It takes tremendous energy to hide these feelings from others and the fear that someone will find out how they feel generates a lot of anxiety. They should practice revealing their emotions layer by layer. Through this process, their negative inner feelings are permanently discharged and they begin to experience less anxiety in all their interactions.

Soul
Just now just inform a meditator on his lack of commitment causing us distress. The old me would have kept this. But the new me..will release in the moment. No more keeping my feelings.

My Daily Card in Mars today.
The Nine of Spades

The Nine of Spades can be a card of loss and disappointment. However, the true nature of the card reveals that its presence in your life for any period of time does not have to be a disaster. In actuality, the Nine of Spades represents making a completion of some importance. Whether this is the end of a certain occupation, way of life, or way of being with your health and body will depend upon the position of the card and the circumstances in your life at the time. But rest assured that some important aspect of your life is coming to an end when this potent card shows up.

This is also one of the death cards and indeed, when this card shows up there will be a death in your life of some kind. We go through many mini-deaths in the course of our lifetime and just like the snake shedding its skin, arrive at a new and better place each time we do so. Therefore the Nine of Spades is not a card to be feared but instead a card to be welcomed. It always has the ability to clear away all the unwanted and useless debris in our life and put us back on a new course where we are much more enlivened and satisfied.

Soul
So appropriate..thats my today card.

The Power of Now
To offer no resistance to life is to be in a state of grace, ease and lightness.
This state is then no longer dependent upon things being in a certain way, good or bad.
It seems almost paradoxical, yet when your inner dependency on form is gone, the general conditions of your life, the outer forms, tend to improve greatly.
Things, people or conditions that you thought you needed for your happiness now come to you with no struggle or effort on your part, and you are free to enjoy and appreciate them - while they last.
All those things, of course, will still pass away, cycles will come and go, but with dependency gone, there is no fear of loss anymore.
Life flows with ease.

Soul
this is similar to the one I read on Maturity this afternoon. About accepting life's duality.
In that silence and acceptance, we flower with fragrance of love.