Those who are open, synchronicity can happen between them and their Guru

Mar 7

Yesterday I dreamed of Z cuddling me on bed with his wife next to him. I remember I woke up and shrug him off. Truly even in dream I don't want him.

Woke up 7 am to do my practices. Body is okay but my left shoulder is painful cos work too long on lap top yesterday. I think I spent around 6 hours, normally 4 hours. Couldn't do proper Surya kriya. Asanas was good.
Breathing was silent in arashidharna. It just happen. I sat longer today.
Shakti was okay cos distracted by tots in first and second cycle of Kapala Bhakti. After Kapala Bhakti and ending, head goes to the floor shaking non stop. After that stillness.
Shambavi was good too. Ending was snake hissing breathe. Just sat in arashidharna. I remember in Shambavi I tot of Y and I said I still want him.
Finished about 10.17 am

It is so good the authentic French bakery. Love my egg tuna and sinful cake. So yummy.
I just want to share with my good friends. I shared with my Isha team, my boss and colleagues and my sisters.
Tot of Y and then hesitate. Moment later I just sent.  I wish he can eat this too. I showed my love by caring. Of course I deleted the whatsapp. Don't want to know if he receive. Just want to share.

Maturity
You go inward. It will be difficult to get out from the crowd of ur tots, but u are not a thought. U can get out of the crowd, u can create a distance between u and ur tots. And the distance grows bigger, the tots start falling like leaves that have died - because it is u and ur identity with the tots that give them nourishment. When u are not giving them nourishment, tots cannot exist. Have u met any tot somewhere standing by itself.

Soul
Today in the end song comes to my mind. Me now not keen on the song,"send u my love in letter". So I stop holding it and the song disappear.

A tot occurred to me. Just like my old tots that others need to respond to my love, that I suffer without their response; it is no longer true with me.


Maturity
The vertical line is very rare because it takes u on the journey of eternity and immortality. The flowers that blossoms on those path are inconceivable by the mind and the experiences that happen are unexplainable. But in a strange way the man himself becomes the expression. His eyes show the depth of his heart, his gestures show the grace of the vertical movement. His whole life radiates, pulsates, and creates a field of energy.
Those who are prejudiced, those who are already determined and concluded .... I feel sorry for them. But Those who are open, unprejudiced, have not concluded yet, they will immediately start feeling the pulsation, the radiation. And a certain synchronicity can happen between the heart of the man of the vertical and the heart of the one who is not yet vertical...., the moment the synchronicity happens, in that moment u also start moving vertically.
 These are words simply to explain things that are not explainable through words.

Soul
I know the experience. I felt the pulsation and radiation even without knowing what it was. It just happen.  My heart now connects to Sadhguru and Dhynalinga. Amen.

Maturity
Unless u are moving on the vertical line, u are missing the whole opportunity of life. When u move on the vertical line every day, u are coming closer to life, not farther away. Then ur birth is not the beginning of death, ur birth is the beginning of eternal life. Just two different lines and so much difference.

Soul
Amen.