Osho - Life is dialetic

Feb 26
Today woke up 4.50 am. Body feel fine but mind is acting up. Laze a bit before I finally woke up.
Light the flame for both Devi and Dhynalinga. Wrongly use left hand and split some oil.
Did Bhoota Shuddi and sang guru pooja.
Did one cycle of yoga Namaskar and surya kriya, followed by asanas. Asanas were good.
Breathing was lovely. I think I sat too long.
Shakti was not as focused. Tots coming in during Kapala Bhakti and I lost count for all three cycles. Despite this when I exhaled for Kapala I was laughing. Towards the end I felt an intense feeling within and immediately hissing of breathe happens. Singing comes in. Finally I can fly in Shakti.

Today no time to do Shambavi.

Just done afternoon Shoonya, a knockout. So thankful for Isha practices.

Maturity
Maturity is awareness. Ageing is just wasting yourself.
The most fundamental thing to remember is that life is dialectical. It exists through duality, it is a rhythm between two opposites. U cannot be happy forever, otherwise happiness will lose all meaning. U cannot be in harmony forever, otherwise u will become unaware of the harmony. Both harmony and happiness is followed my discord and unhappiness.
Every pleasure has its own pain  and every pain its own pleasure.
Unless one understand this duality of existence, one remains in unnecessary misery.
Seeing this rhythm one is at ease, at ease with both. When unhappiness comes one welcomes it, knowing that they are partners in the same game.

This is something that has to be continuously remembered. If it becomes a fundamental remembrance in you, ur life will have a totally new flavour - the flavour of freedom, the flavour of unclingingness, the flavour of non attachment. Whatsoever comes, u remain still, silent, accepting.
And the person who is capable of being still, silent, accepting of pain, frustration and misery, transforms the very quality of misery itself. To him misery also becomes a treasure; to him, even pain gives a sharpness.

Soul
Mmmmm, used to see this. But today a glimmer hits on.

The last two days can see that all the teachers sees P as the lead. At first the ego takes a hit. But I look at it and I know I never want the lead. I don't want to do karma yoga. I just do what is needed. I just want to be mindless, to have my space.
Same as marriage. I prefer to work out all my karma on exes rather than to have to do with my husband. Z doesn't want to undo karma on his own and now have to go through the marriage process. Not for me.


Maturity
The quality of a mature person are very strange.
He is no longer a self - he has a presence, he is no longer a person. Second he is more like a child, simple and innocent.
Maturity has nothing to do with ur life experiences. It has something to do with ur inward journey, ur experiences of inner.
The more a man goes deeper into himself the more mature he is.
Maturity has a fragrance. It gives tremendous beauty to the individual. It gives intelligence, the sharpest possible intelligence. He is just a flower of love.

Soul
Amen
I m looking beautiful. Also no more phelgm in the morning after I started Bhoota.

Just know when I look at Kailash, I felt like its home.

Maturity
When u are mature. Something new arises in u, absolutely new and Virgin, which transform ur whole life into joy. U have become a stranger to the miserable world, u don't create misery for urself or for anybody  else. U live ur life in total freedom, without any consideration for what others will say.
The people who are always considering others and their opinions are immature. They are dependent on the opinions of others. They can't do anything authentically, honestly  can't say what they want to say - they say what others want to hear.