Osho Transformation

Mar 7 aft

Today card in Saturn

My Daily Card
The Seven of Hearts

The Seven of Hearts indicates that whatever time this card appears could be marked by many challenges in love and feelings in your close relationships. The Seven of Hearts can manifest as betrayal by those we love. In any case, we will be tested to see just how attached we are to others being a certain way.

Seven, being a highly spiritual number, promises success in love if you try a new approach and adopt a more selfless or unattached attitude. If we can allow others to be who they are and not place so many demands upon them, we not only become more aware of their true personalities, but also we allow ourselves the freedom to be just who we are and experience just how it feels to be free of fear and attachment. Many high spiritual experiences have occurred while a seven was present.

Soul
Well, even without looking at this, I share my love for dessert with Y.
He didn't respond..and somehow it no longer matters.
What matter is me living fearlessly.
14 days to go for my Saturn period...be over soon...

Today paradox card
Transformation
The central figure in this card sits atop the vast flower of the void, and holds the symbols of transformation – the sword that cuts through illusion, the snake that rejuvenates itself by shedding its skin, the broken chain of limitations, and the yin/yang symbol of transcending duality. One of its hands rests on its lap, open and receptive. The other reaches down to touch the mouth of a sleeping face, symbolizing the silence that comes when we are at rest. This is a time for a deep let-go. Allow any pain, sorrow, or difficulty just to be there, accepting its "facticity." It is very much like the experience of Gautam Buddha when, after years of seeking, he finally gave up knowing there was nothing more that he could do. That very night, he became enlightened. Transformation comes, like death, in its own time. And, like death, it takes you from one dimension into another.

Soul
something is arising..just have to be patient.

 Mar 7 eve
New teacher said the fact that I tried to leave but can't leave means I am a true devotee.
Never tot of it that way. Tot it was my karma.
And he said the fact that I am ever ready to let go as a lead means  that I m actually the right leader. Cos a true Isha lead need to let go.
What a paradox. Here I tot I m the 'bad' volunteer; always wanting to leave but now it turns out that is the best type.