Breakthrough in handling unwanted friends and in Surya Kriya

Soul
I just finished my practices. Had some tots of L. I know she is just projecting her suppressed anger at me. At home she is already ousted. Guess now she perceive me as ousting her. To be ousted from Isha means u got to be one hack of unbearable person. Tot of barring her from my phone but not sure cos don't want to aggravate her.

Angamardana was good. Had a good child posture sitting.

Surya kriya was awesome. Finally a breakthrough. I managed to get both my feet on the ground with no effort. It just happen. Not sure how I did it. When I consciously want to do it, didn't happen. Let's see, a breakthrough. It will only flow.

Shakti was good. Kapala Bhakti getting there except third cycle was lost in tots of L. Laughing loads in the end.

Now tears are coming. Not really sad. I wonder whether this is what one perceive as being unfair. Good tears of release.

Truly a breakthrough. Today I finally answered L's messages. I told her I forwarded all her messages to teacher. Finally I blocked her from my phone. Didn't dare to do that earlier but today I m exercising my right. I have the right to my space.

I also shared her abuses with my close friends and also S. No more keeping sadness to myself.
Glad that I finally connected with S. He was even saying to block L from group chat.

Releasing myself from volunteer core team and also from guide freed me. I can be who I am. Originally tolerated with L because I sympathised with her. Then it was out of gratitude that she handled my car. Later I tolerated further despite her abuses due to commitment and responsibility to Isha. Now there is no more commitment. I can be who I am. Finally barred her from my phone.