Sadhguru - spiritual process is about being conscious

Jul 16 aft

Life and death in one breathe by Sadhguru
Spiritual process is about re-writing ur software consciously. Somehow u wrote it unconsciously. Now that u have become aware enough, why not write it consciously.

Soul
At first I see myself as the victim in L's attack as I perceived that I didn't do anything to warrant it. Later I realised that its because of my innate fear of lost of validation or rather of someone hating me; that create this lesson. Once I see that I thanked her privately as she was just a tool. I didn't lift the block as I don't see the need for her in my life but I no longer see myself as a victim and with that suffering is gone.
Later when I saw her, she ignored me but I didn't. She attacked me and I acted by blocking her. I have no regrets.

I no longer feel guilty after clarification from Sadhguru in Mystic Eyes; spirituality doesn't mean nice communication. Need to responds accordingly. Just as Sadhguru said he will kill if he met a shooting terrorist. I m right to block L as she need to know her behavior is not appreciated. She has done this a few times.
So liberating to face someone who hates me and feel okay. Liberating not to feel guilt too. Father, in the end I m truly a kind person.

Life and death in one breathe by Sadhguru
How much out of control u are, that is how much destiny u will talk about. If u have mastery over ur physical body, 15 to 20% of ur life and destiny will be in ur hands. If u have mastery over ur minds, 50 to 60% of ur life and destiny will be in ur hands. If u have mastery over ur life energies, 100% of ur life and destiny will be in ur hands.

Soul
Just did Shoonya. So thankful for the tool. Really a good deep rest.
My shrine great too.

Life and death in one breathe by Sadhguru
Somehow in the name of divinity, we have just lost our humanity. Don't talk about divinity, let ur humanity overflow. When ur humanity overflow, u will touch divinity, otherwise there is no way. It is simply empty talk; it doesn't get anyone anywhere.

Too much God in this world, that has been the biggest problem. Everyone is talking about God simply because they have not realised the immensity of being a human being. The immense potential of being a human being has not been understood or experienced; that is why anything that is little good, they say "Divinity".

Surrender is not to anything. Surrender is a simple art of keeping yourself aside. U are too full of yourself, if u know how to keep urself aside in the way u exist or at least in the way u act, this is what u r referring to as surrender.
If u know how to keep urself aside completely, then suddenly a totally different dimension starts functioning within u.
U can call it Divinity, or anything u want, but that which is the basis of creation becomes active within you.
The Creator is within, constantly functioning. It is just that u have ignored him for too long because u r too identified with the physical and mental aspect of urself.

Soul
Amen.