Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Feeling bit uncertain over loss of validation

Jul 7
Body woke up earlier and I doze bit till alarm rang at 3.45 am. Had a good sleep but body is bit painful from the massage. Never felt this before or perhaps too long.
Did Bhuta Shuddi and sang guru pooja. Angamardana was good. Surya kriya bit off, just a second of tots and alignment is off.
Breathing was fine. Shakti was good towards the end I was laughing loads. Still didn't get the sound but at least now no stop in Kapala Bhakti. Shambavi is good. Towards the end contentment enfolds me.

Had some tots on P and I realised that's my mind acting up. Feeling bit slighted for not being invited to volunteer dinner with teacher. But then I remember I don't want to join. These are some price to pay. Some external validation is gone but at least I m self validating. Still have tots of doing the visit India mail but will KiV till I m back from Kailash.

As I was driving doing my Samyama...which is good.


My Daily Card
The Five of Spades

The Five of Spades is one of the strongest indicators of travel or moving your home or your business. It could indicate a change in your health as well. At its most basic level, the Five of Spades means a change in your lifestyle, or the things that you do day in and day out. When this card appears, something will change that affects the way you live or the things that you do each day.

This card usually brings with it a certain amount of restlessness and the desire for changes or travel. It can result in a dissatisfaction with the way your life has been that motivates you to want new things, lifestyles, and experiences. This card has a strong Sagittarian influence to it.

Soul
Just focus on my preparation for Kailash.
Getting myself fit and ensuring office is running okay.



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