North Node in Taurus - helping others from a sense of contentment and not neediness

July 6 aft
Luckily I didn't get involve in Y's affair; didn't listen to his wife.
Y is gone from my life and I need not hold him back.
Also the latest incident on his wife, makes me wonder his level of growth. Anyway, he is not my match. That I know.
Let him and wife play out their own karma.
I am not interested to be in their drama.
My period with Y is truly over.

Pe agreed that when we are vibrating at higher zone, we become more detached. We become unwilling to be in others' drama.

Now reading the edited version done by Pe and saw this in my final story in Vol 4.
Practice detachment
I urge you to let go the things to which you cling.
If you are meant to have something or someone in your life, they will not leave you. People, objects and situations are woven like the threads of a fabric; the nature of the weaving will determine whether it holds or not. You can mend and patch, but if a tear is meant to be, it will happen. So be at peace with the way people and objects weave through your life.

Now finally ready to upload Vol 4..it took me awhile.
Finally got it edited, partly due to delay from G for a couple of months.
In the end I took it back from G and gave to Pe and she got it done in one month.
Then delay of another month from me due to dad passing away, my trip to ashram and then volunteering for inner engineering programme.
Amen.
I also noticed that I have not been active since Sept 2013, truly one year break.
Now time back to my writing.,

Was updating my blog and saw this..truly a good reminder.
North node in Taurus
They are here to learn to take back their power. When they stand in their power, they can afford to be loving and helpful to others - not from the place of neediness but from a sense of contentment that enables them to be generous.
Thus their first responsibility is to themselves. To do things that bring recognition of their self worth and the  contentment of enjoying life.
There are no more battles to fight, nothing more to give up, no part of themselves that has to be thrown away.
This is a building lifetime: building a sense of comfort through their connection with themselves.

Soul
Yes, me taking back myself..
Going back to what gives me contentment.
I want to give out of generosity not out of neediness due to fear of losing validation
This year focus back on myself.
Truly glad for Kailash trip..truly timely.
I am just ripe.