Possible retirement in Ashram ??

Jul 16 eve
As I was driving this tot came unexpectedly.
Ashram can be my retirement home. Once I retired I can continue with my writing. Then I be writing my life in ashram. Sadhana, spending time in Dhynalinga and Linga, Suryakund and part time volunteering and writing.
I can give myself all that I need to be happy.

Suddenly I burst out into tears.
I cried because I was overwhelmed by this sudden plan.
I m so grateful that I found my Home. Grateful that I can have my spiritual life intact and spending my retirement in ashram. Knowing Sadhguru is there. I am truly Home.

Later i become sad cos suddenly it just occurred to me that  I have planned for my retirement alone in ashram. Looks like my plan and dream of having a partner is gone.

Then a tot came. I truly can plan for my life. sadhana and ashram is important to me. I don't know if partner will show up or not. Even if the partner show up , my retirement plan in ashram is definitely on irrespective of my partner's inclination.
And if my partner doesn't show up, I found my home.

Pluto
Eight of Diamonds
This year one of ur main goals will be that of creating more money in ur life. U are desiring to have the power to make some purchases that are important to u. To acquire this power, u will have to change ur behaviour and possibly ur attitudes about money.
This card indicates that u need a fixed and determined set of values. That is, u need to get perfectly clear about what u want and why u want it. Once u are clear about what u want, then u can devote urself to a single-minded pursuit of those financial goal. This kind of dedication always brings success, but since this is the Pluto card, it is likely that acquiring these qualities will be challenging will be challenging at times and cause u to make fundamental changes in the way u approach money, work and finances.
Ur result card will tell u more about this financial power u seek or will point to a person in ur life who is closely connected to it.

Affirmation
I create the financial prosperity to purchase the thing that I want and deserve. I focus all my values into one powerful stream of "wealth energy".


Result
Two of Diamonds
The net result of one of ur important goals is likely to be successful financial partnership and arrangements.
Ur Pluto card will tell u more about this or tell u who, in particular u are joining forces with.
Taking advantage of other people's help may cause u to go through some changes this year. However, cooperation is the key to ur success and all business deals will have to be a "Win-Win" so that u and all others profit from them.

Affirmation
I create successful financial deals and partnership. I end this year connected to others in a financial way.

Environment
Five of Diamonds
Favourable changes in ur work or business will bring blessings this year. Any travel connected with work or making money will also be a source of benefits.
It would be wise to think about ways that u can expand of change ur current money making  enterprises with this influence.
In addition, any travel, moves or changes will tend to have a positive result. A change in ur values toward greater expansion is bringing rewards and blessings.

Long Range
Ace of Clubs
U will have strong desire for knowledge of some kinds and that new plans, ideas and form of communication could have a major impact on u.
U may throw urself into some new educational pursuit or some other Mercury-ruled activity such as writing, speaking or teaching. U may purchase a new computer or be exposed to some advanced system of knowledge. This will probably mean that u begin some new job as well.  This is a powerful indicator of new beginnings in many areas of ur life.
Ur natural curiosity is heightened this year and this could lead u into many new ideas, concepts, beliefs and ways of communicating. With all the passion of this 'one energy', try to stay relaxed.

Pluto
Queen of Spades
Somehow connected to ur result card you are attempting to develop a sense of mastery from within, a greater level of organisational ability or both. Self mastery comes from inner knowledge and self control. It is knowing u can have everything u want, not by changing the world but by changing yourself.
U will have to work hard this year and possibly doing work that u find somewhat distasteful.  Spades are work and the Queen using her work as karma yoga, a tool to purify her tots and emotions.
This is the goal u have set for urself and u must have good reason for why u want this. Keep this uppermost in ur mind as u progress through the year. U will no doubt have to make changes within and outside of urself  to achieve this goal.

Affirmation
I develop my capacity to transform my life by changing my beliefs, ideas, and concepts of the world. I become the master of myself.

Result
Nine of Clubs
Much of ur challenges is to let go of outworn ideas, projects, plans or way of communicating. This is a year of completion that may at times seem like disappointing endings.
The Nine of Clubs says that u are completing a major chapter in ur life and it is time to move on to greener pastures.
Be open to spiritual wisdom in all forms, as this will help make change easier.

Affirmation
I complete projects this year and let go of the past. I broaden my understanding by releasing old ways of thinking.

Soul
Suddenly things fall into place. Just today I was wondering what's next. This plan truly comes unexpectedly and suddenly since Kapalvriksha during Sathsang last Sunday. It has never occur to me. This plan just happen. Again that's my journey in Isha; it like falling in love. It just happen.

Earlier this evening I spoke to boss and about the illogical plan I got on having an apartment In ashram during last Sunday meditation. She just looked at me and said it will happen. I deny it and said this is subject to review and approval and I may not get it. She looked at me and said I will definitely be accepted.

Father, timing is just perfect. I only got One year left on the car. By the time the process complete will be year end and I can definitely afford It. And I got enough money in my provident fund too if bank doesn't give me loan.

Father, perfect plan.
At my house got Sannidhi, Dhynalinga yantra and Gudi and at ashram got Dhynalinga and Devi. My life now revolved around consecrated space. I now live in consecrated space; receiving Grace from the Divine.
I am truly blessed.
So truly glad I got this plan before Kailash. Now Kailash be just like going home to Grandfather place.