Sadhguru's sannidhi

Jul 16 eve 1

During meditation more ideas unfold. Totality unexpected and it works.
1. Get the brass Sannidhi instead of mercury ones.
2. No taking down wall. Renovate the balcony for the brass Sannidhi
3. The saving of money can be used to make down payment for apartment in ashram.

On the balcony, plan to put the ionic wood floor. Glad I have a top and bottom window so won't be claustrophobic when I sit. Actually  it is quite sizeable 40 sq ft balcony. Big enough for me to sit with Sannidhi.
The window between balcony and room will be removed. Just have the existing blinds. Can leave blind opens all the way. Close the blind only when it is necessary.

Suddenly know why the ashram guy didn't revert. Time for me plan to unfold. Also maybe why I met Yas and Mah. Both of them own the apartments in ashram.

Everything is unfolding.

Just today I said I let this be empty.
"Do not be afraid to let ur bowl be empty"

Jul 16 eve 2
From exceptional living
Love is a risk, sometimes u win, sometimes u lose.
But whether its pain or joy; or right or wrong
Love doesn't have room for mistakes, only lessons.

Aug 29
Anyway, Ashram said no to apartment..so back to myself.
Will most likely take down wall..may costs more..but I truly want a big space for sannidhi..
i need a big consecrated space..and I only want to sit in one space..not two..
I don't want to choose between my existing Shrine of Devi and Dhynalinga vs Sadhguru's sannidhi.
Amen