North Node in Taurus - taking back their power.

Jan 5 aft
Jan Spiller
North node in Taurus
Honouring needs.
They have denied and postponed their own needs in so many incarnations that now their neediness is over energised.
They cannot hope to experience truth and harmony in human rships if they do not demonstrate this neediness in their own lives.
This includes no sins of omissions ( for example letting what someone says pass by without acknowledging feeling of hurt, or pretending to be in agreement.

Soul
Definitely now more expressive.
Suddenly tot that not only I suppressed in personal. I also suppressed in professional in terms of remuneration.


North node in Taurus
To discern and build healthy new patterns of behavior, they must release the old. Self-revelation will enable others to see who they really are, discern their needs and help them further their aims.
They can see clearly how others "shoot themselves in the foot", but they can't see how they themselves do it. Worse, they strongly resist feedback about their own subconscious
motivated.
To progress in this lifetime, they must bring into awareness - and release - subconscious guilt and self defeating behavior.
Part of their resistance to help stems from the fact that they are accustomed to being the ones doing the helping. They are to allow others to empower them for a change.

Soul
This year 2014/15 Ruling denotes the change. The new me.

Long Range
Ace of Clubs
U will have strong desire for knowledge of some kinds and that new plans, ideas and form of communication could have a major impact on u.
This is a powerful indicator of new beginnings in many areas of ur life.
Ur natural curiosity is heightened this year and this could lead u into many new ideas, concepts, beliefs and ways of communicating. With all the passion of this 'one energy', try to stay relaxed.

Pluto
Queen of Spades
Somehow connected to ur result card you are attempting to develop a sense of mastery from within, a greater level of organisational ability or both. Self mastery comes from inner knowledge and self control. It is knowing u can have everything u want, not by changing the world but by changing yourself.
U will have to work hard this year and possibly doing work that u find somewhat distasteful. 

Affirmation
I develop my capacity to transform my life by changing my beliefs, ideas, and concepts of the world. I become the master of myself.

Result
Nine of Clubs
Much of ur challenges is to let go of outworn ideas, projects, plans or way of communicating. This is a year of completion that may at times seem like disappointing endings.
The Nine of Clubs says that u are completing a major chapter in ur life and it is time to move on to greener pastures.
Be open to spiritual wisdom in all forms, as this will help make change easier.

Affirmation
I complete projects this year and let go of the past. I broaden my understanding by releasing old ways of thinking.

Environment
Three of Hearts
Benefits will come this year through broadening the scope of ur personal or social relationships. A desire to express urself and ur feelings will bring many good things into ur life. This could be the year that u successfully add to ur list of personal contacts.
Remember to say what u feel.

North node in Taurus
A major turning point is when they focus time and energy on projects that are important to themselves, not being diverted by what they think is important to another person.
They are here to take back their power. When they stand in their power, they can afford to be loving and helpful to others.
There are no more battles to fight, noting more to give up, no part of themselves that has to be thrown away.
This is a building lifetime: building a sense of comfort through their connection with themselves.

Soul
Yes, my final cut with Local Isha was in this year. I begin to promote ISHA hata and Isha kriya on my own this year. No pressure, just doing my way and time.