North node in Taurus - to learn to empower themselves

Dec 24 aft
Can't remember where I got this.
NORTH NODE IN TAURUS, SOUTH NODE IN SCORPIO
Through previous incarnations the soul has acquired an overemphasis of energy in the area of over reliance on the resources and values of others.  Driven by an intense desire to bond and merge with a partner, Taurus North Node individuals have sacrificed their own needs and value systems as a means of empowering their partners and thereby receiving validation in return.

In order to heal this energy imbalance of the soul, a critical lesson for these individuals is to learn to empower themselves.  They need to shift their focus from defining their self worth via validation from others to discovering and living in accordance with their own true needs, comfort zones and value system.

A critical lesson that needs to be learnt in this lifetime is to let go of past life behavioural patterns of exchange relationships.  The stronger Taurus North Node individuals become in supporting themselves and defining their self worth via their own value system, the more likely they are to attract a spiritually fulfilling partnership with someone who is also self-empowered.

Many events in this incarnation will provide Taurus North Node individuals with the challenge of learning to effectively integrate the energy polarities of stability and self reliance (Taurus North Node) and transformation and synergistic partnership (Scorpio South)

Soul
Truly lifetime challenge of Seven of Hearts
Seven of Hearts - Unconditional Love Card

You need to learn to release and let go of expectations in your relationships.

Now understand the need for S, Z, Y and P in my life.
I met them, need them, and to let go of them.
It took me a few years, but I let go of S, my ex-staff who become friend
It took me two years, but I let go Z, my ex-lover
It took me half year, but I let go of Y.
It took me a few years, but I let go of local Isha
And now letting go of P, my ex-close friend.