Osho - should I remain alone or should I chase men?

Dec 28 eve

Tot of the old issue of fear of water, love of meat, and need for a partner. All coming back.

Glad that I have the chat with M. Looks like it for me to choose again.

Osho
One very lovely woman asked me, 'Osho, should I remain alone or should I chase men?
She has passed her prime, her age. Now is the time to be alone and be happy; now it is almost foolish to chase. So I told her no need. The woman understood. It is very easy when u are near me but when u go away, the problems come back, because that understanding was because of me.
Next day, she wrote a letter, 'Osho, u are right. I should not chase, but what about casual affairs? Here u go again.


Soul
When I read this it hit me those are my subconscious tots that has recently brewed.
Mmmm, perhaps I have drifted.

 The secrets of yoga by Osho
Prana, the first respiration. Apana, the second, is to help to excretion; it helps to cleanse the body of all excreta.  The bowel movement comes from Apana, and if u know how to work on it, u can cleanse ur bowels as nobody else can. Yogis has the cleanest bowels. Once the bowel is totally clean, once ur intestines are perfectly clean; ur whole being feel light, as if u can fly. The burden disappears.

Ordinarily ur intestines carry much rotten excreta - ur whole life, layers upon layers. Inside the  inner walls of the intestine, excreta goes on accumulating dry and hard. It creates many poisons, makes you heavy. It makes u more available to gravitation. Much emphasis is given in yoga to cleanse the whole stomach so that no toxins remain in it, because they go on circulating in ur blood, in ur brain, they create a particular energy fields which is heavy, dark, black.
When the intestines are perfectly clean and clear, the aura arises around ur head. And u feel like a feather.

Soul
Angamardhana helps in bowel issue.
Taking the neem helps