Cosmic Lesson (2)

Jan 30

Father, woke up at 5 am alert and tot of Z. Try to sleep but am wide awake, which is surprising cos I slept around 2 am. I felt the energy in the orchestra place. I think the music cleans it up and looks like I was right.

Yesterday was quite an eye opener for me. He asked me to eat local food after the orchestra performance. If this was me a year ago, I would freak out and asked to go for western food. This time I let him decide cos I knew my resistance to his type food. And I recall I once also went for my local food after an orchestra performance. So, I went cordially but smiling inside.

I was so humbled by his sharing and I emphatised with his suffering. He is so strong mentally and I tot I was strong. Despite all the suffering, he stood strong, act objectively without bitterness, can even forgive for the family. And last he has faith that he will come out of this stronger and he will be happy again.

I am in awe of him. He is my hero. He has done what I aim to do. I look up to him. He is a diamond.

Father, now I finally understand what 7thunder card meant that a Cosmic Lesson Card is my teacher. It truly is. He has renewed my commitment to my destiny.