Cosmic Lesson (3)

Jan 30 Eve

Soul
I told Z that I only date smart guys and they aren't that many. And to find guys who are smarter than me is not easy. He reiterated that he is definitely not a very smart guy, he is just average.
Since he shared his stories, now I know why he was affected when I said I only dated smart guy.

(Feb 18 - It took courage for him to say that. Just like it took courage for me to say that I was older than him. Both of us are upfront and open with each other.)

He is so open with me. He told me after S, I am the second person who know his stories. He has open his doors. Father, S is envious of him and have been giving us 'not so good' perception about him. S even said that Z is 'story' and who would dare to take him on. Of course Z is oblivious to S and think the world of S as he recommended him to the tool of calming his mind and they have been friends since childhood.

Just now I text boss to thank her for the tickets and told her my friend and I enjoyed it. She asked if the friend a man. I replied he is a man that I like. For the first time in my life, I admire a person.
Father, he is a lonely man. But unlike me he search for partner. His story about a gal torn between him and another guy and he gave her 2 years to decide. That is 'bad', he must be really hooked to have agreed to it.
For me, I searched within and I am comfortable alone. But now I do want companionship.

Seven of Heart start yesterday. I send the invite for CNY but no reply except for R, J and C who cannot come. Mmm, who knows. If the Isha people doesn't turn up, I can ask A and gang.

Mars in Libra
U r courageous, strong, daring and possess healthy sexual appetite. U spur ur partner to reach new levels of stimulation.
There are indication u r hot blooded, vigorous, vital, energetic
Spicy food perks u up. U urself are a spicy dish who can churn the hot love juices of another.
You can be excited by very aggressive styles of love making. You are flamboyant and strong. U can achieve the unusual and the extraordinary. U can develop supernatural sexual prowess. You enjoy vigorous intense love plays and power plays and combine the two.
You experience very powerful and passionate energies. Sexual energy exchanges will transform u, ur life and ur lifestyle.
You are motivated by passion and deep commitment to people and causes.
U have some very fast reflexes and can be drawn to high speed machines. Until u deal with issues of anger, it may seem as if u injury or accident or disaster prone.

Soul
I always ignored this part cos I tot it was totally not true.
The only part i experience is the accident prone part and I amd deeply committed to people and causes.
But recently I noticed I am driving fast and I can drive my brother's car effortlessly.
As for the passion..i know i am affected by Z easily...but the rest I am not sure
But now that I found Z ...I am hoping this could be true...