Feeling high after Shakti and Shambavi

Jul 8
Woke up 5 am, and tot of sleeping again as I don't really want to do my practices.
But couldn't sleep and mind was singing guru pooja. So, took a cold shower. Did my guru pooja and followed by Shakti. Shakti was great. I was able to do without any rest. Kapala Bhakti was good. At the end, my feet was totally cramped. This is the second time I did without stopping.
Then I sat for Shambavi. When I was doing my butterfly position, laughter exploded. I laughed for a long while.  This has never happen before. I know I finally encountered the potency of Shakti. Finally after 3 years plus and 2 sessions of Shoonya programs, I m finally able to experience the true depth of Shakti. Shambavi was nice. Feeling happy and peaceful. Wish I could sit longer but taxi to airport has already arrived.
I was surprised that I said no to offer of lovely coffee. I was feeling so high, I don't want to dilute it with coffee. Just want to savour my experience.

On M, I explored a bit with G. I come to realisation that I was worried I created someone that is spreading msg indiscriminately. She doesn't know her stuff and most of it second hand coming from me. A tot came, just like Sadhguru sharing with us and now disciple sharing without in depth knowledge. No wonder his preference was to share less; which is exactly how I felt.
Also, I know the thing said on meditation is something that should not be taken lightly. That why I m affected. G said maybe M's friends may not be on the path yet and hence finds M's sharing good for them.
G said I should be flattered over M wanting to emulate me.