Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Linga Bhairavi and Dhynalinga - unconditional love

Jul 15
Didn't do my practices today. Took a sabbatical after the strenuous program.
Woke up and had a cold shower and hair was before I adjourned to Linga Bhairavi since I m not keen on dip in Teetakhoon.

Reach Linga Bhairavi's temple and did Suka Kriya. When the temple open I went in and went into to her bowing pose. Immediately I start to cry. I wailed a bit and tears dry.

I tot of sitting for awhile but somehow I just want to go to Dhynalinga. So I went to Dhynalinga. I went in and look at him. I felt a loving feeling coming in from him and its mutual. I meditate there for awhile before rushing out to pack my bag. Really loving.

Suddenly I cried with gratefulness and then tot of the years which I avoided Linga Bhairavi, Dhynalinga and Sadhguru. But he was always there. He never forsakes me. This is the unconditional love. Now I finally understood the love that the teachers and Swami felt for him. I felt it now. I also bought his picture home with me. It's been nearly 5 years.
Alas, I am ready to be Joy. I am Joy. Amen.

We reached the airport just in time before closing but I was at ease throughout. I just knew we be fine.

Another few hours has past. A sense of newness settled in me. Father, this trip truly affirm the new me, Joy.

It's beautiful to have a loving feeling.

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