I am JOY

Jul 23 eve
Just did my Shoonya and Samyama. I was singing love songs, just loving myself.

Saw a pix of Z taken at his wedding. He looks happy and I m happy for him. Maybe I can be happy for him cos still energised after practices.

The mind starts to act and I can feel a twinge of acute pain.  But feeling better now.

Osho - Krishna
Attachment has two faces, positive and negative. U can fancy a thing so much that u madly run after it, u cling to it - this is positive attachment. And u can be so much repelled  by a thing that u want to escape it, to run away from it, then its negative attachment. Negative attachment is as much as positive attachment.

Non attachment is altogether different; it is freedom from both the positive and the negative. It is transcendence of both attachment and aversion.

A non attached mind is one who accepts everything unconditionally. The interesting thing is that if u accept something totally it does not leave a mark on ur mind. And when u strongly detest and deny it, then also it leaves a mark on ur mind.

When u neither cling nor run away from it,  when u become like a mirror reflecting everything that comes before it, then ur mind remains unscathed and unmarked. Such a mind is non attached.

Everyone is ordinary until he attains to non attachment. Extraordinariness comes with non attachment and not before.

Soul
I aim for Krishna's way.

Osho - Krishna
Non attachment is our self-nature; we are born in it. It is our original face. Just like water can accept hot or cold temperature and become cold or hot.
It is only our self nature that we can attain to; we can never attain to that which is alien to our self nature. Really we can achieve only that which already are at some deeper level of our beings.

A seed grows into a flower only because it is already a flower in its depth. A rock cannot grow into a flower. It is the fundamental law of life that we can become only that which we already are at the center of our being; what is hidden at the center becomes manifest at the circumference.


Soul
My laughter and joy erupted from within when I am doing my practices. And now I AM JOY. When they hug me yesterday, laughter just erupted and I feel my joy just spill over.

Love songs erupted from me. Now I can see Sadhguru looking at me in loving gaze and I can look at Sadhguru and Dhynalinga with loving grace.  That's means love is in me. Maybe in time I AM LOVE.

Sufism
In search of thee, I found myself.

Soul
In search of myself, I found thee.