Tuesday, July 16, 2013

No longer reacting to my mind - no longer want to hurt myself

Jul 7
Woke up with no tots of Z. Today is Sunday, so no practices for me.
But was on Facebook and saw his pix. Mind did a trigger but it didnt spiral.

Evening
Very little tots of Z.
I showed G my friend Facebook. She said people who put happenings in their Facebook are seeking attention. So does people who does blog, like me. I defended and said that my profile is hidden. I do blog for my release but now I m opening up.

Mind start to say, what make u think u have anything to share, u r a show off like ur friend too.
I can see that just my fear, my Pluto in Virgo. Father, suddenly it occur to me, G is Sun in Virgo, a perfectionist. Father, no longer want to hurt myself.



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