Reaffirm my path in Self Mastery ...a path of spirituality

Jul 3 aft
Sadhguru
Unless there is a strong feeling of insufficiency, you will not seek anything big; you will not seek anything with great intensity.
When you walk on spiritual path, your biggest enemy is the huge sense of doubt that will periodically arise. "Am I wasting my time?" "Am I missing out on life?"
If some kind of confirmation has happened to you in some way, you just have to intensify and keep steadily on the focus.

Soul
When L said she doesn't seek, she goes with the flow. I felt bit self-judged in comparison.
I told her I have loads of uncertainty and I am seeking because I want to know.
I wonder for a moment if I am on the right track.
Then I remember that my destiny is sharing of the tools I have used...so should be on the right track.
One day later, I remembered I am seeking because I cannot allow my subsconsicous to rule my life.
I cannot allow my karma to rule me.
I want to rule my life consciously.
And I have truly found confirmation in the tools that I have received.
I have found forgiveness in A Course In Miracles.
I have found my peace and joy with Isha practices
I have release my sadness and anger with Isha practices
I have found my subsconscious with Astrology
I have found my inner perception with Osho tarots
I have found my timing with 7thunder

Sadhguru
Whether it is spirituality or anything else for that matter, life will not yields to you because you desire it; life yields to you because you make yourself capable.
Whether it is money, love or spiritual process, anything in this world yields to you because you do the right things, otherwise it won't.
In your life, if you do not do what you cannot do, there is no problem. But if you do not do what you can do, you are a disaster.
 First settle this one (what's going on inside) then, taking charge of the destiny, we will see.. Destiny is: are you moving towards liberation or are you getting entangled? That's the fundamental question with life.

Soul
I am ready for 2013/2014...a new year..

The Power of Now
Enlightenment consciously chosen means to relinquish your attachment to past and future and to make the Now the main focus of your life.
It means choosing to dwell in the state of presence rather than in time.
It means staying to what is.
You then don't need pain anymore.
You will not create any more pain nor suffering.

The mind always adheres to the known. The unknown is dangerous because it has no control over it. That's why the mind dislikes and ignores the present moment. Present moment awareness creates a gap not only in the stream of mind but also in the past-future continuum.

Soul
I chose to live consciously
I choose to create my life the way it was destined to be.
I am looking forward to new Me.