We keep our mind cos we find it pleasurable

Jun 24 eve
Mmm, everyone so pro for us to do the lovely place and now balked at the costs.
But in a way, I m glad we use the place, cos don't think we can meet teacher's strict requirement on food.

P was so adamant on the lovely place and now back out.  She also said I m to ask S. I tot S sounds off to her but actually is just P. Anyway, S will revert.

Father, now I know why I received my Burden card this week. I was asking myself if I could have done things differently on the program proposal. It was initiated by M and then T got excited and ask for pix. She love it and ask for price. Luckily I gave her the other low and mid options for her to choose. She been here long enough to know the costing here and can guess the quality from the other two options. Also, didnt expect the other center offer to swap dates for us. That's mean they truly want the lovely place too.
Since M was in the whole email loop, she knows what happen.
But Father, wish I m not so affected by my validation issue. If I have clarity and power like the Eight and King cards, I can then overcome my validation issue. I m affected by P because of my validation issue.

Early this evening I can feel my mind going off tangent. Luckily I had Shoonya to straighten them out. After the Shoonya, I was at ease and able to see our potential as the regional center for Isha. Now we got a lovely place, we can bring in BSP and Shoonya. The other countries can come to our country instead of flying to India or Ashram. With the lovely place, it enhances the experience of programs.
Thanks for the tools by Sadhguru

Osho - Krishna
As long as u exist, as "I", as ego, the other will be there. Even when u close ur eyes and the world disappears, the other will not disappear. Now the other will exist behind ur closed eyes, in ur desires and longings, in ur dreams and imaginations, but he will be there. As long as u r, the other inescapably with u.

All our tots and images are concerned with the other. And unless they are dropped, unless this inner world of tots and dreams goes, we cannot be free of the other, we cannot be alone.
This inner world can be dropped. It is there because we want it to be there; it exists with our cooperation. It is because we relish and enjoy our world of tots and images - we find it pleasurable - that is is alive and flourishing. Not only our enjoyment of it, even our aversion to it helps to keep it going.

I repeat, not only our addiction to this world, even our aversion to it helps to keep it going. We think of our loved ones and enemies too.

But when we are neither identify with something nor condemn it, when we are neither interested in remembering nor forgetting it, then the things drop and disappears on its own; we don't have to do anything. It becomes irrelevant and meaningless and so removes ourselves from the screen of the mind.
Father, I have included Osho in my prayer of thanks.