Remembrance of the Inner joy and peace within me

Jun 29 aft
The Power of Now
True salvation is fulfilment, peace, life in all fullness.
It is to be who u are, to feel within u the good that has no opposite, the joy of Being that depends on nothing else.

Soul
As I typed this. Remembrance of my joy and peacefulness comes in. A calmness settled in.
Earlier I was disturbed cos got Jack of Diamonds and I check out Z's photo. It brought back memories and trigger body pain. I went back into the past.

Father, I have found my peace and joy when I do my practices. I just need to remember them. Just need up recall. Amen.

Maturity.
The distinction between the grasses and the blossom is the same as between u not knowing u r a buddha and the moment that u know u r a buddha.

Soul
I am back. Also, just had a cup of coffee.
Father, I just need to remember I am Joy. To reconnect back to my inner peace.

The Power of Now
It is felt not as a passing experience but as an abiding presence.
It is to "know God" - not as something outside yourself but as an inseparable part of the timeless and formlessness One Life from which all that exists derive its being.
True salvation is a state of freedom - from fear, from suffering, from perceived state of lack and insufficiency and therefore from all wanting, needing, grasping and clinging.
It is freedom from compulsive thinking, from negativity, and above all from past and future as a psychological need.
Your mind is telling you that you cannot get there from here. Something need to happen or you need to become this or that before you can be freed and fulfilled.
It is infact saying you need time - time to find, sort out, do, achieve, acquire, become or understand something before you can be free or complete.
You see time as the means to salvation, whereas in truth time is the greatest obstacle to salvation.
You think you can't get there from where and who you are at this moment because you are not yet complete or good enough, but the truth is that here and now is the only point where you can get there.
You "get" there by realising that you are already there.
You find God the moment that you realise that you don't need to seek God.
So there is no only way to salvation
Any condition can be used, but no particular condition is needed.
However, there is only one point of access; the Now.
There can be no salvation away from this moment.
You are lonely and without a partner? Enter the Now from there.
You are in a relationship? Enter the Now from there.
There is nothing you can ever do or attain that will get you closer to salvation than it is at this moment.
This may be hard to grasp for a mind accustomed to thinking that everything worthwhile is in the future.
Nor can anything that you ever did or that was done to you in the past prevent you from saying yes to what is and taking your attention deeply into Now.
You cannot do this in the future.
You do it now or not at all.

Soul
When I read and typed this back in 2010...I said too much information. I cannot relate.
But TODAY I CAN.
I am IN now and I feel my joy.
Z is still absent, situation has not changed..but I am back.

The Power of Now
Love/Hate relationships.
Unless and until you access the consciousness frequency of presence, all relationships and particularly intimate relationships, are deeply flawed and ultimately dysfunctional.
When the balance is lost, and the negative destructive cycle occur with increasing frequency and intensity, then it will not be long before the rship finally collapses.
The pain/pleasure is mutually interdependent. You cannot have one without the other.
The positive already contains within itself the as yet unmanifested negative.
Both are infact different aspects of the same dysfunction.
True love, which has no opposite, arises from beyond the mind
True love as a continuous state is as yet very rare - as rare as conscious human being.

Soul
I have found my True Love within, which is beyond the mind.
But is not in a continuous state.
Suddenly a tot came in, it is not continuous cos it needs our remembrance.
To remember, we need to be conscious, to be in the present, to be Now, instead of being in the mind.
Alas, remembrance of our True Love is to be beyond the mind.
Father, tears are welling up.
Thank you for this. I called for help and you came.
You have given me perseverance. I may be wilful but once I got the answer I persevere.