Imbalance in energy body causes chronic ailments

Jan 24
Father, my asanas was good. Plough back not as smooth. Shakti and Shambavi was fine but I had tots of Z.

I saw Z's msg of being unable to make it. He didn't respond to my msg. I can see him running away. At the moment, I am fine. Let him think things through. He wants a breather. It was already a great breakthru that he was willing to consider marriage without children.
The old me would feel rejected and attack by mind planning to reject him too. Well, not now. For the first time I can see that as self-sabotage.

Jan 24 Eve
Father, I shared with Y and B on Isha Kriya and IEO. Y is definitely keen on IEO and Shambavi, whereas B is on Ishakriya.

Just now I received text on mms from Z. I couldn't log in and I msg him but no reply for the whole day. The old me would have reacted. The new me find it not necessary. Tot of my this week Osho cards.

1. The Issue - Trust
2. Internal Influence - Aloneness
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4. What to do - Just jump without bungee strip.
5. Resolution - Going with the flow.

Sadhguru
The art of consecration is to transform what is gross to the subtlest possible level. We r talking about transforming this piece of flesh and bone into a godlike entity by itself.

If u can make a rock reverberate like the divine, definitely u can make the self reverberate like the divine too. Because its the same energy; it is just vibrating at different level of operation, different levels of manifestation and expression.

Soul
I wonder if the kriyas that makes me receptive...is actually making me divine.

Sadhguru
If ur energy body is in proper balance and in full flow, there is no question of disease in ur body.

When it comes to chronic ailment, whatever may be the ailment, the root cause is always in the energy body.

Soul
I am stopping and redirecting the flow. I am rejecting my own deliverables.

Sadhguru
If u don't make ur tots, emotions, opinions, ideas, beliefs and urself, important, u r absolutely receptive. The only barrier is urself, nothing else.
When u see that the way u think and feel is not enough, u become receptive. If u continue ur sadhana, u will find love is no more an emotion, it's just a certain way that u r.

Loving someone/something means fundamentally u r still longing to become one with something or somebody. So u r just longing. It never delivers u there; it is just a vehicle. It is not the destination. Love is not the destination.

The main point is if u make urself into an atmosphere of love, the possibility of going through this world more pleasantly is definitely there for u, no matter what's happening around u.
So, especially if u want to walk the spiritual path, keeping urself - ur interiority - pleasant, is extremely important because its a very challenging path. If u keep ur interiority pleasant, if ur emotions are pleasant always, then walking the path become a joyful process.

Soul
I am not there. I am not love.

Sadhguru
If there is no love in u, then u must know something else. U must know the blissfulness of just ur existence; not being happy about something; just being blissful, ur very existence being blissful. Every cell in ur body become sweet. U don't love anybody, u don't like or dislike anybody - u r just pleasant. When u r simply so sweet and pleasant within urself, ur very presence is pleasant. Everything is experienced as pleasant.

Soul
I am this.