Rationalising with my Inner Judgement

Jan 3 Eve

Father, thank U. Despite so many external things not so good but I feel joyful inside. Thanks so much for this. I am my own sanctuary. I close my eyes and I can go in.

I cried cos the bathroom renovation doesn't happen the way I want. Then I counter by saying I am a good planner but not a good executor. I know what I don't want and hence can strategise and create parameters.
But since I don't know what I really want, it leaves room for error in execution.

Anyway, small matter. The things can be ratified. The contractor is a good man. Mmm, he agreed to ratify but that would means change the tiles, which I am not keen. Then the second best thing would be just to change the hose, which is simpler. As for the height, I will live with it as the ones in hotel is also high.

I waited for Z's call but he didn't call. I called him twice but no response. Anyway, I just msg him. These days I am not bothered.