Still recoverinng from flu

Jan 13

Father, today practice was fine but I had to quicken cos sis has arrived for breakfast. After hata, my flu is better but now worsen again. It is one week now.

My water heater broke down and they said it takes 2 days to send repair man. At first I berate myself and then I said its ok, at least it is confirmed spoilt. I just hope can be repaired before new year.

Me, now at clinic, waiting to get medication for my flu. It has been one week already and I haven't been sleeping well. Doc said its allergy due to house renovation.

Jan 13 Eve
Sadhguru
If one is striving for growth, earthquakes and landslides keep happening in one's life. Everyday in its effort to grow, it dismantles itself, thus leading to a huge number of landslides and avalances.

Those who are stagnant, who don't grow, their life seems to be stable and steady, and looks better. But it's lifeless. For one who is striving to grow, an enormous amount of upheaval happens in his life.

Father, I used to attract to whites and now I am attracted to blacks.

Soul
I was having some doubt whether I am growing and receding with the new job offer.