Its not easy going with the Flow

Nov 5
Yday was feeling down and felt like crying. Then tot of my weekly osho card, of opening up. So try to call my fellow meditator as I recall she has shared that she doesn't feel good.
Then tot of my passion, n note that I haven't been doing anything towards my passion. Suddenly felt inspired to write my adv.

These days, at night, jus before I sleep, I seem to connect to the Universe, cos I would start to laugh n thereafter jus sleep.

This mornin, dreamt I woke up twice to do yoga. Actually I don't hav to take shower in d mornin, cos I barely sweat n I felt totally relaxed n released after meditation. Infact, no difference after I take shower. I agree wit teacher that shower shld come first but m too lazy to do so. For now, jus focus on d yoga, shower is secondary.

Osho
1. Issue - Innocence
Drop ur personality n u will be innocent again, reborn.
There will be a sense of grace surrounding him, as if he is at home wit himself and with what life has brought. The innocence of a life lived fully has a quality of wisdom and acceptance of the ever changing wonder of life.

Soul - well, I know this year is transformation card, stil not sure what is it. But in general, I do feel a sense of grace.

2. Internal I am unable to see - Flowering
Your life shld reach out to others. Your blissfulness, ur benediction shld not be contained with u like a seed. It shld open like a flower and spread its fragance to all and sundry - not only to the friends but to the strangers too.
Real compassion - sharing ur enlightenment.

You might feel like a garden of flowers right now, showered wit blessings from everywhere. Welcome the bees, invite the birds to drink from ur nectar. Spread ur joy around for all to share.

Soul - this is bit too far for me to absorb. I admit I am blissful and I can connect to the Universe when I wan to. But enlightenment, that's stretching too far. Besides, no one has felt it yet. I hav to share n also my friends r not following me.

I already blog n now will advert.

3. External - Travelling
Life is a continuity always and always. When this card appears in a reading, it indicates a time of movement and change. It may be physical or inner movement.
This card promises the going will be easy n asked us to be open to accept and embrace the new.

Soul - true, the inner has moved but the outer not yet. I m stil not sure where to head, what to do. Wil refer to Passion List as stil hav not do Action Plan.

4. What is needed - Going wit the Flow.
Water search for the lowest ground, it wants to be a non-entity. It does not wan to declare itself unique, exceptional or extraordinary - it has no ego idea.
Trust and relax to grow more. Everything is happenning exactly as it shld.

Soul - stil not sure but for now m conforted.

5. Resolution - the miser.
The moment u start to cling to things, u have missed the target. It could be something as taking the risk of expressing our love to another. Like a well that is sealed up and become stagnant from diuse, our treasures become tarnished and worthless if we refuse to share them.
Whatever u r holding on to, remember that u can't take it wit u. Loosen ur grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.

Soul - m holding on to my comfortable existence. There is risk in all my passion n most of all is d risk of rejection in rship n also risk in career change. I have gained stability from meditation n now m afraid to move cos not sure if can come back to the Source.