Self appreciation???

Oct 27
Allow Regional CFO to push for Budget and allow me to say no.
Allow fellow meditator to tease me n allow me to say no.
I am my own authority. I cannot stop them and neither should I stop myself.

The Passion Test
At ur 100th birthday, there will be a speech honoring u.
What is the legacy u wan to create in ur life?
How do u wan people to remember u?
The birthday speech is ur chance to express the reason u were put on earth. To describe how u have given, are giving and will continue to give ur gifts to the world
Write it down and see how it makes u feel.
It is your tots, dreams and visions

All the abv exercise in this book have one purpose in mind; to create clarity abt what u would really like ur life to be.

Fire at Bapuji"s house
How can it be possibly be a blessing for ur belongings to go up in smoke.
Bapuji and his family understand that for the new one to be created, the old must be destroyed. Because life is constantly evolving, hanging on to the old may prevent the new from coming in.

Soul - yea, my time has come. My current company has fulfilled its purpose. I wan to manifest a job that has people I like n respect, job spec that is using my forte and working hours that r flexi to allow me time for dating and meditation. If can since m dating quite frequently, to have a meditation room. My pay will be 30% more than current pay and its comes wit a fully maintained company car.

2nd time tot came to write to ex-boss. So, will follow thru.

The Passion Test
All acts of creation and destruction is act of God. There can be no tot of victim, for they know all act of God's are blessings.


Soul - yeap, suffering is blessing in disguise. Its becos of the company's stressful life that ensure my full commitment to meditation. And now that its ingrated in me, and I no longer need the added motivation, I can move on to the next phase of my life
I am no longer fearful. I look forward to my manifestation and I m allowing all good things to happen to me in my new job.

I admit I m still wondering how my partner will materialise. I wan KJ n d nature house but m not sure if I am curtailing myself n set wrong expectaion.

The Passion Test
The "how" of living your passions is the result of being aligned wit the flow of natural law, with ur "Higher Self".

When someone is havin a hard time believing they could fulfill their passions is a good ol' case of "low self esteen".

Do the Appreciation game
Every day review ur day and somehow find something that u appreciated abt urself.
U can do it in the mornin or the evening. Make a list of 10 things u appreciate abt urself; what u accomplished, wins that showed up in ur life.
It didn't matter if it seemed like a small thing.
Don't repeat any of the things that were on ur list on previous days.

Soul - my 2nd passion feeling loved and appreciated. I always tot I hav to appreciate myself. While I do self promote and congrats myself for job well done, in the same tone, I too judged myself, at time harshly. I m not sure what is appreciation. To me, is jus thanking someone for doing me a favour, giving me more than a normal thing.

The Passion Test
Give ur attention to what do right, to ur wins, to the things u do well. You will find ur improvement is faster and much greater than when u try to fix ur mistakes.

Soul - I think I gav myself a pat on work but when it comes to rship, m always tryin to fix my mistakes.

The Passion Test
Key principles essential to living a passionate life

1. Commitment.
Until u r committed, nothing will happen.
Be committed but prepared to be flexible

2. Clarity
When u r clear, what u want will show up in ur life, and only to the extent that u r clear.
Gaining clarity is not a one-time process, its on-going. Take at least every 6 mths Review ur Markers n Passion Pages at least once a year.

3. Attention
What u put ur attention on grow stronger in ur life.

Soul - I tot of I can put my adv. To show my intention to the Universe. It doesnt mean I m lookin for internet men, who disappoints me. Mmm, again fear of rejection, failure. Jus becos I failed previously, doesn mean I fail now. Do admit that I was not ready n d guys that come were not my required partner. So is fine.
Let's see where my new energy will attract. Its a good test.

4. Stay open
Your greatest good may not be what u think it is.
When u release ur individual will, and open up to God's Will for u. This is also the secret to overcoming obstacles. When disaster strikes, take advantage of d opportunities that inevitably presents itself.

Soul - suddenly tot of Africa again. M ready for adventure. I can put in my life map, my years in Africa.

5. Integrity
Be true to urself as u r to others and as to others as u are to urself.
The biggest challenge most of us face is to meet our responsibilities to others while pursuing our passions at the same time.
Be true to urself, and when in doubt, practice Follow ur Heart.

6. Persistence
Many people begin the journey. Those who finish it are the ones who achieve success and fulfillement in life.

When u r living life truly aligned wit ur passions, persistence is not hard. You will find you can't stop even if u want to. Your deepest passion will drive u inspite of urself.

Soul - definitely for isha meditation. And I realised partner is what I really wan, eventhough I resist, reject, put in back burner out of fear, pride and etc. I came back to it. This time will follow it thru wit my support from Universe. And if my fear comes up, I will meditate.

7. Follow ur Heart
Passion emerges from the heart, not from ur mind.
Do what u love, follow ur Heart's direction and the path to fulfillment in life will naturally unfold before u.


My 7thunder card for today - 4 of Hearts
Sign of protection in love, marriage and fanily
It represents one's marriage and the foundation of love upon which a family and life can be built
It is the home of the Heart.

Father, thank u.