My forte is in guiding people to live joyfully

Nov 10 Evenin
My colleague keep on saying her bosses are being unfair in their judgement/assessment of the downliners.

I told her their judgement is correct. Also her symphaty is too much, perhaps 50 percent is sympathy for herself.

Perhaps since she cannot symphatise herself n hence projected on others.

GM cannot give herself n hence give too much to others.

Me, who cannot leave the corporate world and hence wants Others to leave.

Soul always think why so many people want to be her teacher. Perhaps she wants to be the teacher too.

Jus did my meditation. It was awesome. When I did kapala bhakti, my head was turned in. I was laughing till my tears came out. Tot of buying a polaroid like Meg Ryan who created her vision board. I jus wan to snap all the pix that make me happy so I can find out what makes me happy n go for it and live a happy life.

Then tot of my cousin's funeral n me meditating and making my sister and my cousin's brother and sister laughing uncontrollably when they saw me laughing in meditation. I was happy that I give them joy and it was a good finale to send my cousin off.
Then I have a tot that I wan to make people happy. I can make people happy. Then I start to cry cos I want to make myself happy too. Then I tot of my cousin and I cry loads cos feeling guilty I didn't help her. I could hav help her. I have the power to help her, to make her happy so she doesn't hav to die in order to be happy. I can make people happy. I habe the power.

My forte would be on normal people who seems to hav life together, can't complain cos got family, friends, career and etc, but not happy. Jus living by, jus passing life without knowing their happiness. Father, u have given me the power to help All.

I also tot I don't hav to do samyama but I tot of d consecration of new temple. I wld be of great help cos I have the energy of the Source. And if my Destiny is to help people to be happy, then I too need a lift up. I go wit an Intention. I am a Goddess of Happiness. Yea, my nickname LaughingBuddha cos that's who I AM and I finally found me, My Source. After all d years of clawing out my unconsciousness, my beliefs, my sadness and etc. It was at d point whereby I cried to Father, I can't go on anymore. What else to dig and here my mind was creating more shit and then meditation came. The answer is there is nothing more to dig, to release. I jus need to quiet my mind, I am already clean and very near to my Source

I m crying profusely when I am writing this. I felt better now.

Sadhguru, thank you for leading me to my Source. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. The timing of consecration is perfect for my next leap.

Sadhguru
Every ounce of energy that you have, every passion, emotion, thought, if they are focused in one direction, the results can be very, very quick. Things will happen. Once you know there is something higher and you want to be there, there should be no other question about it. Only people around you shld have questions abt it, not you. There is simply no questions abt it.

Moving from here, from whereever u r right now, to the Infinite is very simple, because it is right here. Do know that, simple need not necessarily be easy. It is subtle and delicate. Unless you put your whole energy into it, it wil not open up. With half hearted appeals, God never comes. Wit half hearted appeals, Realisation never happens. It has to be everything, only then it can happen in one moment. It need not take 12 years, if u make urself intense enough, jus one moment. After that, life is jus blessed.
You simply live on, whichever way you want, whatever way you choose.

If you can bring people down to jus life, jus life energy, wit no personality, then this life energy can be used in so many ways.

It is an opportunity for us to rise beyond our limitations. Pls make that happen, both for your sake and everybody else.

Soul - not sure if he is referring to what I experienced jus now. I know I hav the power to make people happy but I myself still has not rise beyond. I m near, I know.