Shocking - m not working in my Top 5!

Oct 26
Father, jus now tot of writing to ex-boss n ask him to keep me in mind for any Head of Finance role

Jus re-look at my Top 5 Passion, surprisingly I m not working. I was writing. To let go of my forte in finance, that wld be too scary, to be financially dependent on hubby. M shocked. But perhaps when I m living my Top 5 passion, i m fearless.

The Passion Test
Begin by reading ur 5 passions. How does that feel? Now read each page u have written on each passion. At the end of each page, stop, close ur eyes and picture ur life as you have jus written it. How does that feel.

Your life is created first in your mind, then in the world.

The purpose of writing out these pages is to uplift ur visions, inspire u and move your heart to go places you would not otherwise been able to go.
Your life will always be better than u imagine now, becos u r beginning to consciously create that life. Your future life will be the results of all the evolution and growth you have experienced between now and then.

Everything in ur life is structured for your evolution. The laws of nature that govern any aspect of existence, including our daily lives, are designed to support you in experiencing deeper aspects of your own nature.

When you fight reality, you will lose - always.

When u realise that every part of ur life is working to bring u closer to knowing ur true nature completely, life can only get better.
By staying open to how life is appearing at this moment, free of your concepts of how it "should" be, you create the opportunity for miracles to occur.

Soul - yea, very true. M already 80 percent there.

Evening
M happy. Today can leave at 7 pm n had meeting wit Isha meditators. During dinner, a chinese guy was lookin at me. He looks clean n educated and rich n smart. This time I jus feel open, not giving a haughty look, jus feel comfortable. That's good.

Today received email from close fruiend. She reiterated abt her inability to let me be myself. She admitted that she still hav difficulty to see the new grown me. She said she is not allowing the fship to be different. She also admit she is envious that I had no difficulty in allowing myself to be what I am at the moment, either wit Soul or wit ego. She said m letting my Soul evolves at its own pace.
She said she needs time to clear d old baggage before she sees me.
And this time, I was fine. I m surprised but m ok.
KJ, m waiting for u.