Accept my role (12)

Apr 16

Sadhguru
Spirituality means you realise that you are just a little bit of energy caught up in your karmic structures. Just remove your karma and the energy fall back to what it was. It becomes the earth.

Sadhguru means an uneducated Guru. Sadhguru means somebody who has not gone through a so-called formal spiritual education. The only thing he has is his inner experience. The only thing he know is himself and that all that is worth knowing in the existence. If you know yourself, everything that is worth knowing is there within you.
Sadhguru means somebody who comes from within, not somebody who has been trained by somebody else.

(7 May - Father, suddenly I tot I am also a sadhguru, albeit in small capital. Am I being arrogant? Mmm, maybe not....)

Today card
Nine of heart
Represent our helping others by counselling them or in some way sharing our love and compassion with them. It means giving of love in a more or less selfless manner.

Evening
The teacher guide me to the Meetup and I found a spiritual meetup about 30 members. Wonder if they are active.

Jus spoke to my friend, looks like I was correct that her company is gathering evidence to terminate her. Actually when they changed her role, she should ask for termination since it is a downgrade. Now its difficult as it has been 2 years. But she is getting lawyer's advice, so hope she can get a better deal. I had a tot, she is always looking to have the best deal for herself and at first the lesson was her boss and she didn't learn and now its her new company. The mirror comes one way or the other.

Osho
Sannyas means dropping out of the past, forgetting the past, starting anew, being reborn, hence the new name, new dressing, new behaviour.

Soul
I don't normally eat lunch with my staff. This has been going on since the time I started work. At first, it was becos I was tired and I don't want to be a leader when its during lunch and I wan to eat food in peace without any sense of responsibility. Then its about distancing myself as I realised that I have some issue in people handling and hence need a gap. After 19 years, I finally can eat regular lunch with my staf. This is a new change, why I let it be.

On my clothing, am also releasing corporate wear.

On dealing with regional finance, I lost almost all my resentment and irritation. I just see them doing their job in audit and its not checking me per se. Now I see them as helping me.