Approve and love myself

May 4 Evenin

S is Pluto card to me. He is to help me change. S encounter set back in his career. S is being resented by others who found him to be too smart, making others look down. S is also worry about being rejected and tries to win them over.

This is further emphasised when I had an surprised counselling session wit a colleague. Unable to say no to others, causing overwhelm and burnt out. Unable to say no to the achievement mode in her. Unwilling to let go of the professional standard despite it hurting her. How can she expect others to say yes to her, when she can't say yes to herself. Why can't she love herself.

Alas, this is me too.
Today I learned that I approve and love myself. So what if others back stab me, resent me, reject me, didn't acknowledge me. Main thing is just for me to approve and love myself.

When we don't approve ourself, we bent backward and lost ourself. We tot we gained much, but in the end we lost more than we gained. We lost our courage to be ourself. We lost the right to approve ourself. And we won't act in our best interest.