Approve myself (3)

Apr 22

Father, I am fine with the silent meditations. Previously keep on thinking m off track but remembering Sadhguru's advice that mind doesn't know everything and can't judge. So, I didn't and now I felt m on track again. Also suddenly tot of my Issue card

Understanding
In the inner sky, in the inner world, freedom is the highest value - everything else is secondary, even blissfulness, ecstasy. There are thousands of flowers, uncountable, but they all become possible in the climate of freedom.

Soul
I am freed from my ego. My self defense mechanism is no longer on auto mode with regards to emails from Regional, my staff. On d boss, still got some.

Issue
Inner freedom can make us feel a little shaky at first. Its fine and natural to be shaky, but don't let it overshadow the opportunity to experience the lightheartedness and adventure on offer.

Soul
First tot is that yea, freedom from ego is a good feeling, feel freed and light. Of cos, part of me felt shaky cos I lost myself and wonder what's happening to me. But its a good thing, losing my old self.

Second tot is d lack of laughter and dancing during my meditation. Yea, perhaps I have moved to another level. Jus like in d beginning, I used to have so much tears but now I rarely have it. But my mind judge the tears to be sadness and that's fine. Whereas laughter and dancing is joyfulness and if it become less, than I am off track. So, who knows. Don't judge myself. I approve and love myself. Even if I lost my blissfulness, my True Self is finally showing up.

What is needed for resolution
The mirror does nothing. It simply reflects the camel, lion or child.
Your consciousness is only a mirror. Neither do u come nor do you go. Things come and go. You become young, you become old; you are alive, you are dead. All these states are simply reflection in an eternal pool of consciousness.
Whatever space you're in right now - sleepy and depressed, or roaring and rebellious - be aware that it will evolve into something new if you allow it. It is a time of growth and change.

Soul
I think this msg is for me to let go and flow with whatever I am becoming. Don't have to control my own evolution. Amen

Nine of spades
This is the end of way of life, or way of being with ur health and body.
Some important aspect of ur life is coming to an end when this potent card shows up.
This is a death card indeed. It clears away all the unwanted and useless debris in our life and put us back on a new course where we are much more enlivened and satisfied.