Spiritual path (5)

Apr 29
Finally d seminar is over. While d worldwide seminar is not good, the network seminar is so refreshing, motivate me to do my part in d company. It was great getting to know them.

Last 3 days didn't do shoonya and shakti cos dinner with them. Jus complete my meditation, felt much at ease. Was also worried I lost shoonya since a fellow meditator says that if u didn't do, it be lost. Well, it is not, is in me.

Father, guess I was asking what's next. Jus now was feeling edgy after my sleep. Was thinkin that I lost my center. Aiyah all these judgement. Jus remember, I worked till 9 pm and now is 7 pm and somemore with 1 day off. So, great improvement.

Sadhguru
The mind is such, a little something happens and it get excited. Doubts will arise, question will arise; you are still in that state. This has to go. Until this goes, many things will not be steady.

Soul
Good msg. Sms J on the IE program and he says no longer keen. Previously, I would have felt hurt cos he didn't listen to my advice, and then later improved to his tolerance level is high and he still continue to suffer. Now I just smiled, is his life and I don't live it, so it doesn't affect me and I need not take it personally. Again same message, "This is not about you".


Osho
Recognise the fact that you are empty ... and then immediately the idea will arise, 'Then what am I to do?'.
Go into this emptiness. It cannot be filled by anything from the outside.
If you go in, it can be filled, if you reach to the center of your being, it will be full. And that is real fullness. Then you are an emperor - outwardly you may be just a beggar. Then you are really rich, and the richness is such that nobody can take it away from you. Even death cannot separate you from your richness.
"This richness you are carrying as a treasure in your being, but you have not looked there.

Start looking inside, search your house. Take a small candle of meditation and go in"

Soul
Yeap, empty. What's next?
The answer is just to go into the emptiness.