Cloud of Unknowing

May 5 Even

Cloud of Unknowing
In the experience of meditation, we eventually come up against a brick wall, which the Cloud wisely prepares us for. Up against this barrier, we discover the sorrow of our isolated individuality, or being separated individuals. But if we perservere, we can break through the wall into the joy of boundless being, as individuals indivisible from the whole.

Soul
In 2002, this book accompany me in my darkest moment, the days of depression.
In 2010, after one and half year of meditation. I came to a brickwall. The course is complete and now is up to me. This few weeks, am feeling down, was on high for one month after a month of samyama. Even mornin meditation is so routine, don't think I connect cos no laughter at all and at times felt the hatha yoga a chore. But I preservere.

Guess, this book came when I am encountering my second brickwall.