To change others, we must change ourselves first

Sept 13
Father, my left foot is swelling. But m fine.
This morning shambavi is ok. At least these days, I bring myself back when I wander.

On 7thunder cards, its getting more interesting. I realised that there is a connection between 5 of Heart (my Mercury) to Queen of Diamond (my Birth card). Quite complex, but I think there is a trail.

Heal Ur life
This is the only way to change others - change ourselves first. Change ur patterns, and u will find that 'they' are different, too.
Blame is useless. Blaming only gives away ur power. Keep ur power. Without power, we cannot make changes. The helpless victim cannot see a way out.

Soul
Mmm, I forgot about that. I still practice blame, albeit less.

Heal Ur life
Love comes when we least expect it, when u r not looking for it. Hunting for love never brings the right person. It only creates longing and unhappiness. Love is never outside ourselves, love is within us.

What kind of love u want to attract? List the qualities in yourself and u will attract a person who has them.

Be ready for love when it does comes. Prepare the field and be ready to nourish love. Be loving and u will be lovable. Be open and receptive to love.

Soul
Be loving and u be lovable. So apt for Vijii and Tamil teacher. Both of them are loving persons, and they are lovable.
Father, I admit I never consider myself loving and I think my friends will agree.
Father, I believe I am not lovable and not loving too.
My Jupiter period is Universal Love.
I am willing to open my heart and be loving to myself first.

Heal Ur Life
I live in harmony and balance with everyone I know
Deep at the center of my being, there is an infinite well of love.
I now allow this love to flow to the surface.
It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness, my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me multiplied.
The more love I use and give, the more I have to give.
The supply is endless.
The use of love makes me feel good
It is an expression of my inner joy. I love myself, therefore I take loving care of my body. My body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy.