True Self

Sept 18

Today was my third Soul Sister session. They says I must be happy since I am smiling early in the morning. I noticed that when they shared, two of them keep on looking at me, as if seeking support.
I didn't offer my Insight during the session.
Later they asked me on who is my Guru and which place I am going to in India?
I felt open and hugged them individually and gave my insight to Fl.
I told LY about my RA joints pain and she recommend flower essence. Without looking, I selected "Go with the Flow" - Enjoy the freedom of movement.

And she also recommended me a book; Embracing Our True Self - healin our wounds, finding our Gifts, and fulfilling our spiritual purpose.

This is very timely. God always gave me what I need. Infact just yday I was thinking with my karma, how can I achieved Self Mastery and pursue my Destiny. Well, You always provide. Amen.

Embracing our True Self by Paul Ferrini (True Self)
Core Self is our essence. It is our blueprint. Many of us are not in touch with it. This is because Core Self can be encountered only with unconditional love and acceptance. If we look without love and acceptance, we will not see the Core Self and instead we see the wounded self. The Core Self is overshadowed by the wounded self.

The wounded self grows up with conditional love and lives in a state of fear. It seeks love but cannot find it.

The Core Self cannot be wounded as it is whole and complete.

When we are connected to our Core Self, we are connected to all that is. We live in relationship to our Source. We abide in who we are. The Core Self is our energetic connection to Love. There is just infinite, boundless love.

Soul
This is exactly what I know. I am glad to say I abide 50 percent of the time in my Core Self.

Our Core Self is the resting place of Universal Love. It lives there, breathes there and moves out from there into the World

Soul
My Jupiter Card is Universal Love.

True Self
We know that we are wounded because there is a lot of fear that comes up and we don't know how to hold that fear compassionately. We don't know how to be with our fear or the fear of others.

Soul
This is exactly same msg as the Courage in reverse card that I picked. It says to hold my fear.

True Self
The wounded self is not ultimately real, but if feels very real to us. We identify with our wounds. We feel pain and unworthiness. We attack, defend, build walls between self and other. We push away love because it does not feel safe.

Soul
Exactly. My belief says all.
Love is unattainable
Love is fragile
Love is hard work.

True Self
What is to purpose of the wound? The wound enables us to obtain knowledge of Self, to know the part of God that is us. Once we know the part of God that we are, we can see the God-Self in others.
This is a tool of consciousness. It creates separation and with it understanding of oneness.

We are all wounded, but we do not easily acknowledge the pain that we are carrying. Just as the Core Self is overshadowed by the wounded self, the wounded self is covered over by our persona. We learn to wear a mask that hides our fear, shame and pain. We think that wearing the mask will bring us love and acceptance, but it does not. It just moves us further and further away from our essence.

The wound can and must reveal itself. We cannot heal our wounds until we stop denying them.
Until we acknowledge our pain and take the mask off, we cannot encounter our wound. And until we encounter and heal our wound, we cannot find our Core Self. The process enable us to reclaim our innocence.

Soul
In the Soul Sister 2 session, they all says the saw my innocence. I recalled I cried and felt at ease that I am finally freed of guilt.

True Self
We must throw away our mask and with it the need to diguise or deny our pain. We must have the courage to look our fear, our shame and our heart. We must go willingly into the darkness of our psyche to reclaim the Light. In the process, we will encounter our unworthiness and learn to transform it.
Real healing happens when we have the courage to go where we hurt most. We must go through the tunnel of our pain to see the light that lies beyond it.
If we are courageous enough, we will find the roots of our pain and unhappiness. We will forgives ourselves for the pain we have caused and forgive others for hurting us.

We will wipe the slate clean and start life on a new page. That is when we come face to face with our Core Self. That is when we discover who we are and who we have always been. That is when we give ourselves permission to step into our purpose and manifest the blueprint of our incarnation.

Soul
Suddenly I tot of my attachment to comfort, such as good food and no housework. I used to endure loads as a kid, playing and being with friends, relatives or neighbours that I don't really like, just so that I can have my adopted comforts.
Father, isn't this similar to me being married for money/comfort in previous life.
So, now I stayed my job so that I too can have my comforts.
Following my Destiny means losing my comforts, just like going on spiritual path, means losing my comfort. Both purpose, I am still not willing to take yet.

True Self
The Core Self is always there, but we do not meet the True Self until the False Self dies.
We are the Core Self. We become the True Self
Because it is aligned with the Core Self, the True Self is energy incarnate. It harnesses the kundalini energy and puts it to work in our life.
The Core Self is a noun, an essence, a potential.
The True Self is a verb. It is action, movement and fulfillment.
The Core Self is nurtured by Divine Mother. Her work is all about helping us love and accept ourselves just the way we are ("about Being").
The True Self is the empowered by Divine Father. His work is all about helping us to discover and express our creative gifts ("about Doing").
These two aspects of our Spiritual Nature works together. We need both the masculine and feminine aspect of our divinity. We need to learn to receive love so that we are able to give it.
That re-parenting process is essential to our healing work. To do it, we need the help of both Divine Mother and Divine Father.

Soul
Tot of my Destiny Card - Queen of Diamond (female energy); Plantery Ruling Card - Ace of Diamond (masculine energy). You do have much to accomplish in this lifetime, as if u have been given some special commission by the powers that be.


True Self
For most of our life, our False Self has been attempting to manifest our soul's purpose, but it could not do it. Only the True Self can do that.
When we try to create or express without encountering our essence, all we create is the wound. Every attempt do without being is simply wrong doing. It leads to wrong relationship, wrong livelihood. It merely fuels the collective wound and its seemingly endless cycle of violence and inequality.

Soul
This is exactly what I tot. As long as we have not done our Passion List, we are not sure of what makes us happy. And we are forever in a journey without destination, or even wrong destination. We need to have the destination because we have so much fear (politic mind) that we tend to avoid unhappiness rather than pursue happiness.

True Self
None of this shifts until we come face to face with the Core Self. When we meet the Core Self, we align with it, and everything we do is congruent with it. As a result, we spontaneously honor self and other. This leads to right action, right livelihood, right relationship.

All doing must dissolve into being. There it finds it purpose. Then it can go forth and act in alignment with that purpose. That is how we learn to live in harmony with who we are.

Soul
You came to affirm what I was thinking about this last 2 mth. Amen.