Saturday, March 7, 2015

Asserting my self for what I want

Feb 21 eve
Lovely dinner with family. Watch TV with family. They stayed back to gamble. I wasn't keen. Just want to be back at my space.

It's true I m not keen on entertaining friends. I am good for some close gatherings once in a while. Otherwise just be by myself. So no worries at car park issue, at lack of visitors.

Suddenly tot of my brother resistance on our shift. It occurred to me that he kept on saying its inconvenient to my younger brother family. How come no mention of my needs, of what I want? Then it occur to me that I haven't shared of what I want. To the family I have asserted on my sadhana time. But on the housing nope. Then again while I have no issue per se but I never go for housing due to my fear of money. Just like I m okay to drive small cars; doesn't meant that I don't like luxurious car. Now that I have my luxurious car for 3 years I enjoyed it.
The new housing allows space to have my own sadhana and prayer room.

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