Osho - Animal only in the present

Feb 26 eve

Today no Yogaasanas practices. Came back early.
Sang guru pooja followed Shoonya. At first couldn't get in. Moments later went in deep. For the first time in weeks, head goes down and chin nearly touching my upper chest. Got back to my normal deep Shoonya.

Then just do Breathing meditation. Didn't want to do cat stretch.

Just finished watching television. Had the TV all by myself cos mom busy gambling. Can be tiring. Not my favourite pass time. Still prefer to read and write.

Had intermittent tots of Z today but I ignored them, no extrapolation. Did my physical release and felt much better. Another 21 days to go. Thanks to Sannidhi and sadhana, I be fine.

Body still itching especially at night. But the itch has reduced, better than before I got the condo.

Deb Shapiro.
Something inside u is itching to be free, breaking out of familiar or restrictive old patterns.

Soul
Could be.
Maybe all these ends when I finally got the key to condo and start renovation.
Just now looking at renovation. Wonder whether I should plan for my own stay or whole family gathering.

Yoga the science of living by Osho
A lizard exists in the present. A lizard has no idea of the past, no idea of the future. This moment is enough unto a lizard, but this moment is not enough unto a man and there arises the disease because whenever u will get, u will get only one moment. U will never get two moments together.
And wherever u are, u will always be  here and whenever u become aware, u will become aware in the now.
The past is no more, the future not yet and we go on missing that which is for that future which is not yet, for that past which is no more.

Soul
Inner Engineering : This moment is inevitable.

Yoga the science of living by Osho
To be a lizard on a rock sunning is to be a meditator. Drop the past, drop the future.  Drop thinking because all tots either belong to the past or to the future. There is no tot here-now.
Thinking is never real. The real is never a tot. The real is an experience. The real is an existential experience.

The real point of meditation is to be a lizard, sunning urself on a rock, to be here-now, to be part of the whole, not trying to jump ahead in the future, not trying to carry that which is no more. Unburdened of the past, unconcerned with the future. Then u can't be miserable.