New plan - shifting out alone

Mar 1 eve 1

Had a big family gathering. Relatives also came and they were gambling. Me just want time alone.

Talk to my nephew and jokingly asked him where he be doing his 21st birthday and he said at my new condo's pool. That took me aback cos it feels like my condo became the family house again.

Slowly my siblings going back to their respective houses and me going back to my room. Feeling envious that I don't have my own house to go back too.

Tot of them gathering in my condo. I feel not wanting it. Infact yesterday when I watched the TV on renovation. I saw the japanese family having a dining table connected to the kitchen table. There is only 3 of them and so normal dinner at the kitchen. When the crowd came, they can push the dining table out for a few more sittings. Infact I was thinking of that.

I also begin to wonder whether I m renovating the condo for myself or for my extended family.

Tot of Pe saying today that I m still carrying my family baggage with me. She asked what's the point of shifting when I m carrying the family with me. She tot I be staying alone.

So then the renovation must be for me and for some overnight visitor.

A tot came. May be good I shift there alone. Mom, maid and older brother stays here in the big house.
I don't need the money now per se. Let things be until this year end or can continue till end of next year when big brother work contract expires and he leave.
Mom is fine with maid.
So then there is no shake up to the family.
And me tasting some time alone. Perhaps getting used to live alone while having my mom in the big house.

I think let's maintain the big house. Will ask for some nominal rental from my big brother and sister so cover my monthly maintenance at condo. Also will rent out the big master room, my current room  Keeping the other 3 rooms intact.

So win win situation for all.

My mom can continue to stay here. My brother can continue to stay. My mom continue to cook the big family food. My nephews continue to come over to big house. 

So only other equipment I can't bring is the television. That one I can buy new one. Let the big TV be here for everyone else to enjoy.

Suddenly a tot came. Good to let big brother take care of mom instead. Maid is still here. For my condo I can get a temp maid.

Again, I can give myself what I want.

This is taking another jump.

My Daily Card in Neptune
The Six of Clubs

The Six of Clubs is THE card of intuition. Its presence in your cards can indicate a time when your intuition will be stronger than usual. It is also the card of reponsibility in speech and communications and of making compromises to maintain a peaceful surrounding. When this card shows up, situations will arise that promote bringing your life into balance and stability. Whatever is out of balance will have to be adjusted so there may be karmic debts to pay

Soul
I m now settled. Giving my family what I can so they don't disturb me and giving myself what I want.

Father. Thank you for the financial abundance to do what I want.