Learning to go within for answers on mundane problems

Feb 24 aft

Yes, it's settled. Just call the existing contractor and asked for discount. Told him I am sticking to him cos he stayed near my rental apartment. He agreed to some discount and even offer ways to save money.

Then called the Pest control. Looks like the termite case is an old case. No more active termite so no maintenance required. Also he said the case in contained only to the particular door.  He asked me to change to metal door frame as preventive measure.

So both sorted. Guess that's where my conflict was. These days whenever there is inner dilemma. I just turned inward and listen to the answer.

Today also chatted a bit with Z's wife. She seems to be an intelligent lady. My card today is Jack of Club, that's her Ruling.
Father, I can now see them as they are. It's time to let the past be gone. They are in my space so no point avoiding.
Also messaged Z to join the Isha program. I wish him and wife well.

I am now contented in my own space. Yes, finally realised that I wasn't my true self so all those partners are never meant to be. Now just contented to be my true self, enjoying my sadhana.

North node in Libra
Need to practice discrimination - seeing who the potential partner really is and not simply how that person fills their needs.

Need to learn about the other person.
1. Does this person have goals and ideals similar to their own?
2. Does the person have aims that they feel they can support?
3. Is the other person a giver or taker?
4. What are the other person's values?
5. What kind of identity do they want to build?

Soul
Good to know cos I too need to practice discrimination. In my case my over eagerness caused me to rush into rship and changing my values to fit others.

Father, truly glad none of the other partners came through cos I wasn't myself back then. I wasn't living my true values. I wasn't confident to come out. Amen.