North Node in Taurus - being true to myself

Feb 18 eve 1

Lovely evening with family. Just feel harmonious.

Jan Spiller
North node in Taurus
What they really want is to merge with someone else's energy and feel mutual empowerment. They want a partner whom they can count on to take care of all the partner emotional needs and vice versa. A synergistic relationship that is mutually empowering and completely dependable.
To successfully established this type of relationship, they must be discriminating and find someone with similar energy and values. The shared goals must be innately valuable to each of them as individuals.
For this to happen, they must first get in touch with their own values. They must become strong within themselves, aware of what they want and tune in to what is real and meaningful for them.
The challenge is to establish their own energy systems and figure out who they are as individuals. As their energy becomes stronger, they will automatically attract mates of similar energy with whom they can form successful partnerships.

Soul
Amen.
Finally I know I m on right track.
Both Z and Y doesn't reflect my true values.
I m a combination of them.
My inner is Y's outer.
My outer is Z and Y's outer.
Inside spirituality inclined and outside enjoying materials.