Devi in red

Mar 4 eve 1

After the awesome Sannidhi pooja. I did Linga chanting.

Just as I start tears flow. I cry for Devi and chant.
While I was changing suddenly heard Devi. She is meant to be in red. I need to get the red pic from the office. I need to give her a red shrine. She need her proper place.

I tot I lost her since I got Sannidhi. She is back. She has called me and she wants her rightful place.

Did 3 cycles effortlessly. Normally chant only one cycle.
Crying throughout.

After the chant, lie down in Devi's pose. Crying a bit and felt Devi presence. Feel calm.

Father, I used to fear red. Red means aggression. Guess I was being the fearful lamb. Being aggressive at personal front was difficult for me.

I can only see Devi in red or rather I prefer Devi without adornment. Yellow I am still okay but red I shy away.
I normally avoid red in anything.

Maybe me finally shifting out alone. Getting my own condo is me being aggressive. Finally red is coming. And alas I can now see Devi in red.


Mar 27
Devi is red...