Possibility of expanding role if I stay

Mar 12 aft

C said that I shouldn't leave since I asked him to stay put to grow the biz. We discuss on possible options. Looks like this matter requires attention. His Long range Nine of Hearts is true. Him being a Nine of Diamonds would be very exasperated with boss's lack of business drive. I used to exasperated but I tolerated due to my 3 days week. Alas since C told me his frustration I realised that I can't keep it this way. Also good when my boss S told me that I m right to alert and I m not overreacting.

Actually be good that I partner C. Let both of them go. J lack of Mgm treatment truly is disappointing. He can't communicate with his second in command. By right M should let go of him but that doesn't solve the problem as who can open doors for new biz. So actually both to go but not sure who can then manage the rships.

Do I stay or go? Here I got freedom and possibility of getting involved in client rships. But in the former company I can truly do it. Maybe first step is I get involved in recruitment. First level interview by me. Get in good people.
This will involved me back into the biz. Definitely take away 3 days work but I still got flexibility. In ex company I won't have flexibility.

Here if we do well bonus is very good for management.

Just as my advice to L. Instead of going to another company to slough out. Why don't I stay here and get involved in operations, grow with the company. Start with HR.

In my former software company I got involved cos I recruited most of them. And upon retirement, recruitment can be the key.

Today card is Two of Diamonds.
Can I work with C. Yes. He too knows he can work with me.

Father, Ruling Ace no longer dominates, no more looking for new things nor money. Previously fear drives me. Ex boss said company is smaller no proper. Logically I jumped.
Guess this time when regional boss said if we lose the major client, we will close shop, that scared me and I was looking for escape.

 But when I jumped I m not happy cos my Time alone is precious to me. That's also the reason why I quit local Isha, loss of personal time.
And going to the other company, definitely loss of personal time. That's precious to me.

Ace of Diamond - torn between money and rship. In this case my own time.

Queen is now coming out. I m already a Queen here. It just I didn't act on it. And as long as current boss, who is King here I can't act out my Queen.
Ex boss was Ruling King of Diamonds and Destiny Seven of Diamonds
Current boss Ruling King of Spades and Destiny Ten of Clubs.

With ex boss I got more power to act. With current boss, less power. But then it's because I took a sabbatical and she supported it. 

Guess I now want to play a bigger role. Want to get involved.




1 April
Mmm..thats my karmic past of wanting to get challenged..lets see..
now not sure..will not strategise..will go with the flow..