Awareness clearing compulsive tots (3)

Nov 16
Father, thank U. I have changed my life style drastically. And now, I am coming back to the world, albeit in a different mode. Father, I am going into my Destiny. My website and sale of ebook will be launched in Jan 2011.

Osho
1. Issue.
Morality
Once ur morality come out of ur awareness, not out of a certain discipline, then u will respond in every situation out of ur awareness. And whatever u do will be good.
Only when we break through the cage of our conditioning and reach the truth of our own hearts, can we begin to see life as it really is.

2. Internal influence
Transformation.
This is a time for a deep let-go. Allow any pain, sorrow or difficulty just to be there, accepting its "facticity". It is very much like the experience of Gautam Buddha when after years of seeking, he finally gave in, knowing there was nothing more that he could do. That very night, he became enlightened.
Transformation comes, like death, in its own time. And, like death, it takes u from one dimension into another.

Soul
After the clearing of cold, painful joints and disconnection from Universe, I am coming back to my Self. I just want to find my life's pace and follow my Destiny aa a writer. Subsequently, I will be a speaker.
Father, I am monitoring my breathe in order that I don't exceed my life pace.

On my article, best to get them proof-read first before I publish on the site so they know the quality. Besides, I now have found S, who can and want to proof-read for me. I knew she was in corp comm, but didn't know she also does editing. The beauty is that she want to do it and she can give me feedback too.
Its ironic, for months, I was looking for editor and finally got a freelance, but I find her not 'connected' and also she has load of anger and have sneaked in her feeling.
So, the Universe is helping me.

And the website, I didn't like it and now that I knew the set up that I want, it is not user friendly. So is great that V suggested a change to a modern template instead. The Ange of Efficiency is working for me. Also, message from Fairies -Your Wish is Granted!
What you've asked for is coming true.

It is truly happening. Thank U.

3. External influence
- Inner Voice
If u have found ur truth within urself there is nothing more in this whole existence to find. Truth is forthcoming through u.
This is a tremendous meditation.
Then u live as truth - alive, radiant, contented, blissful, a song unto yourself. Your whole life becomes a prayer without any words, or better to say a prayerfulness, a grace, a beauty which does not belong to our mundane world.

4. What is needed for resolution
Consciousness.
There is no desire to understand from the perspective of the mind - the understanding u have now is existential, whole, in harmony with the pulse of life itself. Accept this great gift, and share it.

Soul
Tot of me wanting to flow with my life's pace.

5. The resolution
Guilt
Forget all about sin and forget about saintliness; both are stupid. Both together have destroyed all the joys of humanity. Guilt is a burden and does not allow u to dance and sing.
When we punish ourselves for our failures by feeling guilty, we can get locked into a cycle of despair and hopelessness that robs us of all clarity about ourselves and the situations we encounter.
You are absolutely okay as u are, and it is absolutely natural to go astray from time to time. Just learn from it, move on and use the lesson not to make the same mistake again.

Soul
For past 2 months, I was having guilt in managing the rship between GM and CEO. Alas, it is slowing dropping off. Amen

Ace of Clubs
The birth of a new idea, plan or way of communicating with the world around u. This could also means a desire to pursue some new plans u make.

Soul
Yep, m focused on my website.