Freedom to is responsiblity (3)

Nov 26 Eve

Osho
Freedom in itself has no meaning, unless it is freedom for something, something creative - freedom to sculpt, to dance, to create music, poetry, painting and etc. Unless ur freedom turns into a creative realisation, u will feel sad.

Because u will see that u r free - ur chains are broken, and u r no longer in prison, u r standing under the starry night, completely free. But where do u go? Then comes a sadness. What path do u choose? Up to now, there was no question of going anywhere - u were imprisoned.

Either u go deeper into meditation for self-realisation, or if u have a certain kind of talent that has not been allowed to develop because ur fetters.


Soul
That's why I believe its important to do Passion List. My creative outlet is my writings; lighting up people minds.


Osho
Freedom from and freedom for - it is a dilemma that is being faced by every person who struggles first for freedom and then suddenly finds, "Now that I am free, what am I going to do?". Freedom only provides an opportunity for u, it is not the goal itself. It simply gives u the opportunity to do whatever u want to do. When u r free and are feeling sad, it is because. U have not used this opportunity yet.

Soul
Tot of me and CEO. Perfect message for both of us.
Suddenly tot this is key question that every retiree faces. A tot came, there should be a session for this. Tot of me being a speaker. Definitely a topic for my article.

Osho
Freedom and responsibility goes together. If u don't want responsibility, u can't have freedom either. They come together or they go together. If u give up responsibility, u have to accept slavery in some way or another.
Up until now u have dreamed about freedom without thinking about the great responsibility that will follow. U now have freedom, but u have not fulfilled the responsibility yet. Hence, a sadness lingers around u. You are capable of destroying this sadness if u were capable of coming out of ur slavery, u r certainly capable of being creative. If u were able to destroy ur prisons, u can certainly creates something beautiful.

(Dec 19 - same as death, there is beginning?)

Soul
Perfect timing. Same message as Lazy card and Celebration
Father, this is the thing bothering inwardly for past few months. It become urgent when my RA worsen. Mmm, perhaps RA was just to guide me once again.

It is nearly a year since I gathered courage to quit and then negotiated for 4 days week, and yet I have nothing to show. At first a few months a website of knowledge by C, V and I, but didn't materialise. Then a few months on 7thunder, but there were months of delay, which led me knowing its not my thingy. And now writing and website purchased about 3 months back. Father, suddenly realised that all the earlier misses were just to lead me to my writing. Cos things are falling in place now. I felt great today for writing the article on worry. Was energised updating my blog. 3.5 hours passed by effortlessly.

Osho
My own experience is that unless u become a creator in some way, ur life will remain empty and sad. The only blissful people are the creators. It may be simply the creation of more consciousness, more experience of truth, consciousness, bliss. It may be an inner world of creativity, or it may be something outer. But freedom has to become responsible, positive. Your freedom is still negative. It is good u r out of prison, but it is not enough. Now u have to earn earn ur bread. Up to now, the jailers were supporting the bread. Along with the chains, they were supplying u with shelter and clothes.

Soul
Exactly. I was stressed that here the time is coming and I haven't earn my own bread yet. Father, U r amazing. There were only 2 books left of Osho in the bookshop and at least one is meant for me. I never expect this, but U really come through. I am now more focused than before to see this through. I already found my perfect Proof Reader.