Rheumatoid Arthristis (2)

Nov 25

Queen of Diamond (Life spread)
Saturn - Seven of Clubs
Negative attitude, worry and pessimism can affect ur health.

Remedy
A positive attitude, patience and mental discipline are a MUST in order to maintain ur well-being
Spiritual and mental discipline is the key to mastering not only yourself, but any problems on the external level

Soul
When I read this card, I used to think its not me.
Alas just yesterday, I finally realised that I have high conscience causing guilt and unnecessary worries. And this excerbated RA.
It is such a coincidence that I am now reading this on my update blog.

Father, my ESR is at 63, on the high side. Cholestrol reduce from 7 to 6.
Now updating blog.

Pluto card - Jack of Club
The major challenge in ur life is to develop the creativity to be successful in a mental field of interest, perhaps as a writer.
You are initiated into higher spiritual and personal development knowledge that cause a transformative effect on u.
You have to make a conscious effort to achieve ur goal or to deal with creative, youthful and often immature energies of the Jack of Club.

Affirmation
I transform myself to become more mentally creative and successful. I begin a new and better life on an intellectual level.

Soul
No wonder RA excarbates.

What am I disturbed about? My alternative career, which is writing. Not sure if I can do it. Its a real challenge
1. Not sure I can write well
2. Not sure if the Insight will flow
3. Not sure if right alternative career as joints are painful when typing too long.
4. Not sure if ebook is marketable
5. Not sure if it will be success.
6. Not sure if want it to be known to people I know - embarass cos expectations and etc

Father, no wonder things are not moving. Part of me worried that if successful, I have to showed up. This seem similar to CEO's dilemma on the house. Want to sell house but afraid to sell at lower price.

Father, how come I picked up the negative. I forgot abt the positives in my Life spread

Jupiter - Nine of Heart
If u r involved in spiritual work or helping or teaching others in some way, this card is an indicator of great success. This is the card of the counselor and giver of love. Any activities along these lines could be highly rewarding, both financially and to ur inner self as well.

Queen of Diamond
Financial success through nurturing and helping, or being a successful businesswoman.

Soul
So it does tell me that I am on the right track.
It also tells me that I worries unnecessarily.

Another blog dated Oct 11 that shows I worry loads.

Cosmic Lesson
Seven of Spade
If u have been harbouring negative attitudes and patterns about ur work or health, this powerful influence will cause to face them squarely and experience more than ever, the consequences of having them.

To have the success u want in work and health, u will have to make some changes in ur behaviour and approach. This require living beyond our normal fears and concerns.

For those involved in spiritual work, this influence challenges u to move toward more success and make progress towards your work and personal goals.

Affirmation
I am tapping into the source of God and transforming all the negativity in my life into fearlessness and appreciation. I am living faith.

(Dec 19 - thats its. Thats what I have been doing all these years!)