Uncertainty is the law; Certainty is our illusion

Nov 8 Aft

Father, mmm, the incident with A still not resolved. Guess, he got GM's approval. Didn't read her mail whereby she said its totally unfair. No wonder he proceed ahead. My fault there.
At first got scolded by CEO and when she saw that I didn't relent. She stop and asked for facts and then she speak to A directly as she too cannot understand A's issue.
She spoke to him and now story has changed that he is not happy with me per se, in term of my communication. Since I was in such a good mood, I was willing to concede that I didn't communicate fully as I didn't have all the facts then. But key word is, he is a Senior. Father, no wish to play drama with them. At first tot its sad I have to lose this job becos of such dramas. But now tot, if its meant to be, this will be the push factor required. Who knows.
Anyway, third tot, no need drama lah. Life goes on.
At first tot of GM is behind this and so on, but now tot perhaps its true but at least kind enough to issue the mail after holiday break.

Father, don't know lah. Hei, its all mental. I don't know the facts. Fact is A is skewed and not happy and GM agrees with him, so got support. Fact is since they can't get thru me directly, they ask CEO to step in. At least, its frontal and not backward attack. Fact is I m fine with my decision and I can take responsibility.

This morning, got my freelance proof reader and within my price range. Its great.

Then met a food enthusiast who loves bakery. Here, me, a foodie who finally know my favourite is dessert. We both love the cafe. She told me that she has raved about the cafe, but no one seem to share her enthusiasm. She is glad to meet me. We also found we both a website, she is into visual and me into words. I told her we can help each other out. Father, it was just last week when I received the base website. I didn't like it, so bland. What to put inside to make it attractive. I wonder who can help me. I know I cannot rely on V cos he is bz. And U now grant my wishes. The Angel of Efficiency is working great.

Father, we never even know how one day can turn out. Things doesn't turn out the way we tot it would be. So, things are not certain - perhaps this is the law of nature. But why we then we think we should be certain of future when we cannot even be certain of one day. Why we get work up.

Suddenly tot of this excerpt:
Embrace Life
The heroes don't scale down their dreams to the size of their fears. They are the masters of dance between uncertainty and certainty.
When we realise that uncertainty is our natural human state, life becomes even more awesome.
　
Soul
That's it. We have things reversed. We assumed things are certain, when in reality it is not. Then we get work up when it is not certain. Aiyoh. Another great article here.
I recalled once I tot I would run out of insights to share. Well, I will be exposed to experience that enable me to write whatever that Father wants me to share.
If uncertainty is our natural state. And nothing is carved in stone, then nothing in the past need to be repeated and prolonged. The karma trail can be broken too. Amen