Jun 29
Did my practice and it was fine. Still misses Z and project. But I remind myself there is no hope.
I also remind myself the ending with Z is to activate my writing to pursue my Destiny. So, I have started to try to change my tots to writing when I have tots of Z.
The Science of Mind
How are we to regain the lost Paradise? Only through soul culture and by careful self analysis.
All people need some form of healing. Most people are unhappy, few have any realisation of permanent peace. We seek fragments, when the whole is at hand.
Only that world can appear to us which we mentally perceive. Man's experience is the logical outcome of his inner vision; his horizon is limited to the confines of his own consciousness. Whenever this consciousness lacks a true perspective, the outward expression will lack proper harmony. The mirror of life cannot help reflecting back to us that which we really are. Unless one conceives of himself as possessing good things, he will not possess them.
Jun 29 Eve
Today is 2 weeks after our final call. I know the decision is correct eventhough I miss him so.
I don't want someone that I cannot have. I have never been the type to window shop.
Coincidentally the basin in my room that was stuck for the past 1 month finally is cleared and now water can flow.
Perhaps this is the msg, once I am ready to go with the flow, it too flow.
Father, slowly but surely I am letting go. Just now when I was meditating, I tot of D expat guy I met during training, which I may meet tomorrow. My mind is a real wizard, spinning and spinning.
Ya, before I forget. Major shake up in the company. I will need to prepare action plan and do the Revised Budget. This would have previously freaked me out and I would take it personally. And it did trigger for a moment and I brush it aside. Looks like both Ruling and Destiny's Long range was right. Indeed I need to work hard and I am thinking about big money.
Ruling in Mercury - July to mid Aug
Ruling cards
Two of Diamond - quick business arrangement
Seven of Clubs - u r being exposed to higher way of thinking and will be given opportunities to transform negativity into revelation. Maybe u notice how much u r worrying and want to change it. Now is the time to practice positive affirmation. You truly are what u think, and now u r given a chance to prove it.
Destiny in Mercury
King of Diamonds - u could see urself attaining a quick but significant financial success by applying ur savvy and quick thinking to some idea or business. U have a very good influence for success. Use ur mind now. The ideas u get could be worth more than u think
Soul
I will do brilliant action plan.
Five of Diamonds
Sudden and unexpected change in employment, material circumstances. This is possibly an unexpected loos of money. Change is up in the air.
Soul
Definitely due to major client refusal to renew contract, causing major change.
(Jul 29 - King of Diamond is also boss's Ruling card and thats means I have good communication with her.)
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