The past is no more (6) - Even the grass is alive!

Jul 10
Father, I saw and connect with the grass. They were so beautiful, even the long dry trunks that crawl on them looks good too.
The grass was so lovely and they awed me with their beauty, their serenity.

Father, I know I will just write whatever I experience. As my mode of writing is self expression. I need not wait for a great happenings. I need not be bothered about the length of my stories.
They are not stories, they are my musings, my observation, my self-expression.
I am not sure of being a full fledged writer.

Jul 10 Aft
Father, thanks to Z. I am now comfortable physically. And its true, he didn't exaggerate about his attributes.

Read his Nodes this morning and I keep on smiling about him. I wonder how will he react. He could be going back to those days of pretending I doesn't exist. For me, I will just keep smiling at him. I am thankful for the journey we had and he is always in my daily prayer of thanks. Going with him and then breaking up with him has given me so much liberation.
So, how can I dismissed him.

The Power of Intention
Any thought that puts a barrier between what u would like to have and ur ability to attract it into ur life is resistance.
Ur intention is to live a tranquil life, free of stress and anxiety.

Making ur intention ur Reality
1. Your natural state is joy.
I come from peace and joy. I must stay in harmony with that from which I came in order to fulfill my dreams and desires.
I choose to stay in my natural state. Anytime, I am anxious, stressed out, depressed or fearful, I have abandoned my natural state.

2. Your thoughts, not the world, cause your stress
Your tots activate stressful reactions in ur body. Stressful tots create resistance to the joy, happiness and abundance that u desire to create in ur life.

3. You can change ur tots of stress in any given moment, and eliminate the anxiety for the next few moments, or even hours and days.
You can't be connected to ur Source and be stressed at the same time. You have left behind ur capacity to manifest ur desires when u don't choose in the moment to eliminate a stressful tots.

4. Monitor ur stressful tots by checking on ur emotional state right now
"Do I feel good right now?"
This monitoring process keeps u apprised of whether u r on the path of least resistance or going in the other direction.

5. Make a conscious choice to select a tot that will activate good feelings.

6. Spend some times observing babies and vow to emulate their joy
They are still in harmony with the Source that intended them here; they have no resistance to being joyful. You don't need a reason to be happy .... ur desire to be so is sufficient.

7. Keep rule No.6 in mind.